please dont read this entry cuz this entry ends a part of my journey in life..
the feeling so terrible its tearing me apart..
tears flowing heart breaking..
undesired loneliness..
unwanted feelings..
i dont want to be where i am..
i wanna just dig a hole & bury myself inside so i don hafta go thru all these..
i guess bcuz i was too blessed with lotsa people caring fer me..
i neglected the ones who cared in silence..
im sorry i really am..
i just wanna be alone... pls leave me alone..