Sunday, June 04, 2006

27-05-06 saturday

that day im working 2-6pm at jurong point. to relief someone on mc.. i was running late & i dint had breakfast. managed to grab a curry puff & a stick of duno wad from old chang kee.. rushed to shop to change with only few minutes left to sign in.. argh..
i was introduced to the people on shift. Kally off tt day. oh man how mad she was. haha. complaining why i go relief wen she off! haha. i miss working with her man.
obviously i was stationed at de junior corner. lemme tell u how untidy it was! omg n the layer of dust can almost choke me to death On the spot. serious. no joke! i manage to rearrange the stalks a lil by the color.. at least it doesnt luk so cock-up. *lolx!*
poor me dint even got time to get drink lo. my throat so dry until i almost gave up greeting ppl le. den i realise the new guy tt day was my sec skool fren de fren. haha. so coincidence man. cuz tt day he came to my outlet for interview 1. tt's y i also find so familiar la! but i dint knw until he told me. =x i lobang him to help me buy drink cuz he gng for break. inside the store got water dispenser but no cup! duh~ i forget Kally got water bottle also lor. shit. b4 tt i asked Alvin if inside got water he say haf but no cup. i tink i almost died of thirst until Alvin came back with a Passion fruit red tea & a duno sour plum or wad tea. he was saying hey i got u a drink lei. i was like ohh u r my savior! the thot din occur my mind tt how come he got the 2 flava. until Kally called me after my work. she told me he actually called n ask her wad drink i like.. cuz i very thirsty. oh man so swit of him rite? although we don even knw each other lo. next time i got nice gal sure intro dem together. chuckles* alamak den i din knw he buy drink for me den i oreadi ask the new guy to get mos de milk tea for me le so in the end i got 2 drinks lo. haha.

it was the 1st time im clubbing with Siti- & Kally. babe was supposed to meet me too but i guess she got someting on tt day.. how i wish she was around....

it seems that a lot of people witnessed what the hell happen @ momo tt day.
people go to clubs to enjoy.. haf fun.. & to relax.. and not to create trouble -it is such a childish behaviour..
i was bent on enjoying myself to the fullest cuz work has been pretty stress lately..
they wasnt playing alot of R&B tt nite.. but wen they did i was crazily dancing away. =) being the usual me. i went to the restroom to relax while siti & kally were at the dance floor. while queueing up i saw this girl behind me who luk oh-so-familiar. i assume i knw who she was but well i hack care her.
kally went outside for a while to luk for her fren. leaving me & siti inside. so we were standing near the entance incase kally come back to luk for us. saw fabian & we chatted a lil.. suddenly someone bumped me from the side & walked away w/o even apologising. i saw it was a girl. how rude. suddenly i knw who she was. the girl who was so interested in u-noe-who. i was simply pissed off. Why the *uck she go bump into me for? It Wasnt An Accident. people say sorry wen its not done on purpose. i saw the back of her tee-shirt. i ask fabian if it was her- he act blur. i knw he doesnt want me to create trouble but i believe he knws me better. i am not one to be trifle on. i wil not be the lil bitch who act so pitiful wen she knws wad she has done. i lost sight of her wen confronting him abt her identity. i searched the whole momo for her.
i caught her walking in my direction. i go bump straight into her. den she ^%$#(*- ask why i bump into her b4 i can even react. well-prepared i shd say. expected me to do tt back huh? i really buay lun lor! i pushed her hard on the shoulders. twice. den i confronted her ask her why she Purposely bump into me just now. she denied the whole thing & only keep asking why i pushed her. steady liao lor. cuz Everyone only saw wad happen there & den. they did Not witness the part where she Purposely did tt to me. Its was so Unfair. ,maybe i was harsh but think about it. if u were in my position, wad would u haf done?
a angmoh stopped me from pushing her any further.. i say fine! i neva saw myself like that before.. it was so not me to do that...
the floor manager came & she say i push her lo. we were being called to a side. So she knew the floor manager. tt's y wadeva she say counts. wadeva i say becomes Bullshit. we settled the matter outside. in my views from fabian's testi she luks nice. finally i knew the meaning of don judge its book by its cover. all the duno cantonese & hokkien vulgarities all come out sia. power. i duno even understand lo. but the 1st ting she shouted to fab infront of me wen we were all outside was.. tell her la im Not ur Gf loh! wads she trying to prove sia. i don understand. she called 3 of her girlfrens. it was 4 against me. she even act pitiful by crying. OMG. i didnt even get the chance to tok. the floor manager ask if i pushed her n i said I Did. den 1 of her frens was gng like do also dun dare to admit. i wonder if she understands English. -.-"
fab only said 3 tings. the 1st qn he ask me: why did u do tt?
i asked him if did i started this whole ting.? it wasnt me trying to luk for trouble lo
2nd he ask if im gonna apologise
i say hell no.
3rd he ask so what me & her want now?
i left with tears glistering in my eyes. i Did Not cry. cuz it was meaningless.

[ Neva once dint he mention he saw her bump into me which he did. ]
the last ting i said to him b4 i left. Are You a Man?

the next day
he say he wanted to explain for not speaking up for me.
i say there wasnt such a need anymore. his explaination: the girl knows the big boss of momo. so he dint want to get his floor manager into any kind of trouble. would u haf accepted tt?
i dont need eu to speak up for me. i only wanted every single person there to knw the whole story. tt wad i did bcuz she started it. it was so Unfair for me cuz everyone thot i bullied her. on the surface tt's wad ppl see..
i don like to be accused of something i did not intend to do. unless provoked.

i do not understand why i am receiving un-neccessary attention even at outlets so far far away. people who are gossiping abt me. surprisingly people even knws the momo incident b4 the people at my outlet knws. amazing. are they too free or wad? it was affecting my mood pretty badly the past few days.. but the more people want to put me down the more i wun surrender.

my life is up to me to control. go find something else betta to do.

happened to browse fren's profile & came across fabian's profile & saw tt the girl's testi not there anymore. why? tt i wonder.