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lalala

2008-08-09T05:32:00.000-07:00

just reach dear's place after half a day of packing my stuffs @ my place. i realise i dint have tons of clothes la. but just maybe a little too much. ^^
gonna be getting the bed tmr! dear's forking out 200bucks for our new bed. hiak.
my mom la. i actually wanted to open flea to sell my clothes.. then she go thru the bag of clothes i wanted to sell.. and went... ahh this can give the who ma.. this i want.. this can give jasmine ma.. ( my niece) then in the end 1 big bag become left with abt 10 pcs left only.. duh..
i reach home only 5 mins then quarrel with her liao.. duno how to stay w her under the same roof sia. i nearly turn green just by talking to her.
maybe going club later.. but duno wer leh..
ellen just told me she just help me buy the gladiator shoes from Taiwan! yipee!

9 august 08

2008-08-08T21:48:00.000-07:00

not much updates actually.
going to Taiwan in september! we booked our accomodation at Natas fair @ expo last week. planned to go Phuket but it was around 1k for the hotel i wanted to stay so... decided that with that $ we could be going all around Taiwan instead. maybe Phuket for honeymooning. (:
next year gonna drag fang go Bangkok man.
yest went to watch Money not enough 2, cry until my eyes today swollen :
been busy with all the 1000 units of stocks everyday la. from morning clear until night la. sian. want us to target all stocks to be cleared within 2 hours! siao lor. ask them try if they can do it i Quit ah! wth.
okay girls i know u gonna say finally i update =x
lols. but cuz nothing much except being busy with work so dint wanna bore u guys with my work ma hehe.
see ya later~
ciao
oh ya Happy 43rd National Day!

hongkong June 07

2007-07-02T22:00:00.000-07:00

hongkong trip 28June-1July 07
honeymoon, anniversay & birthday celebration...

5am -woke up & getting ready for the long waited hongkong trip!
dint really dare to sleep cuz scare oversleep. hahas.
had breakfast at Terminal 1 (prata sausage+drink)
there were 4 guys at another table who kept looking. d guy in the colourful stripes polo luk cute. but i tink i like the polo more. so bright! hahas.
den chiong to cee Gucci cuz only 15 mins left. bought myself a S$1228 de Gucci bag. almost ma 1 month's salary man. but really like it la. hard-earned $$ man. hahas.
On board 3k691 at 6.40am sharp almost the last few on board the aircraft. hehe.

Day 1 (28 June 07)
Arriving at HongKong International Airport @ around 1030am.
bought the airport express tourist card @ hk300 with hk50 refundable.
quite ex sia. anw unlimited train rides for 3 days. took the express train from airport to Kowloon. wer the bus would bring u to ya Hotel.
met the 4 guys again. anw we alighted at the same place. it was drizzling wen we alighted. 1 of the guys ask which hotel we were staying. den we went our separate ways.
my navigator den took out his map and started his (don worry i noe how to read map look).
well it did get us to the Nathan Hotel. small & cosy as it was located not seen-able from the streets. lols. the staffs were very helpful & friendly. our room 605 nice room with bathtub! my fav! keke. we changed and went out as soon as we came. hahas. no time to lose man!
we went to Tsim Sha Tsui, Ladies street & Temple street.. nothing much for this fussy lady to buy thou.

Day 2 (29 June 07) (dear's 24th birthday)
took cab to hong gang station (near d stadium) den realise need passport to go to Shenzhen. took cab back to hotel to take passport den go back to the station again. den took the huo ce (tutu train) to luo wu station. i slept again. dear say once i sit down like pig lidat will sleep. kaos. i wake up earlier dan him to get ready ma. very troublesome sia cuz many procedures. took cab to Dongmen cuz dear say his fren say got shopping. when we told the driver Dongmen he ask which part we diaos. den called up his fren he also not sure which part. hahas. so we anyhow alight lo..
damn hungry so we settled for roasted duck rice. super cheap food + free drink cuz no more soup. hahas. den cuz its raining we cudnt cross over to the other side of the bridge. we got a umbrella for rmb10 = S$2 foldable type lor... nothing much to buy also la.. only managed to buy bras -my fav hot pink erotic kinds + black lacy ones.. at very good price.. hahas! i got 3 sets at Shenzhen & 5 bras at HK. hahas. did my nails at there too @hk$70. wanted to do the lashes de but very late liao.. sobs.
i tried the super hot mee which had the longest queue.. damn super hot but good! almost wanted a 2nd serving. hehe. dear don dare eat. i made him try & his face turned red. lols!
den we went to buy mac drink.. ice cream honeydew float which is only available at Shenzhen. argh. thot hk also have if not i ta bao back to hk man. damn nice lor. =(
headed back to hk at around 7pm

Day 3 (30th June 07) ma 22nd birthday!
the princess of the day. hahas. we decided to go Ocean Park.
tickets @ hk$195 + bus fare hk$10.20 per person.
the little girl on the bus keep crying non-stop. lucky i was in my best mood if not i sure very pek chek 1. the ride was quite long also. duh!
the 1st ting i wanted to try was the rides. dear wanted to cee the marines but i say lata if rain and i cannot ride i will kick his ass man. lols. so i had my wish. the one & only ride - Mine train. cool man. the view was SPECTACULAR. as we are at the top of the mountains.
after which we went to cee the sharks & stingrays & fishes. i took lots of videos man. we sought shelter at a burget joint. we bought a meal & ate in the rain. so romantic rite. we cuddled for warmth. hehe. in the end we had to buy a hk$89 = S$20 umbrella all b'cuz dear dowan bring the umbrella out las. i nagged at him 15 mins for that. ha! ma feet was freezing.
Sea Jelly was the next stop. it was drizzling but we continue queueing and notti dear was purposely holding the umbrella so that the raindrop drips onto the person's bag standing infront of me. tt made me luff cuz he's seldom so notti. before we went in we took photo which we can view latta wen we came out. there were like thousands of jellyfish in all sorts of shape & sizes. we bought the photo & also in the sticker form for keepsake. den we took the cablecar down hill. pretty scary. cuz quite steep. we play at the game stalls as we couldn't play the rides as it was still raining. dear won me a huge rose by tossing 3 rings into the fishy stick. he tossed 2 rings in his 1st try n i got 2 cute dolphins but i don like so we ask how to get the big rosie. the man say 3 small toys to change 1 big rosie. hehes. my hero! the rosie is as big as ma face lo. and te attention was all on the rosie. lols.

the Last Day.. (1st July 07)
had to kick his ass to wake him up for his Mac big breakfast. wait no more he blame me again. we went opposite to makan. i had macaroni soup at Mac n he had his Big breakfast lor. den we went back hotel. we slept for 30 mins den bathe & get ready to check out. 12pm.
as we still got 5 hours to shop we went to Hongkong. got myself 3 ZARA tops at a good price cuz they having sales. went to ladies street to shop some more for some last min stuffs.. got the sign boards.. sorry pals dint get things for u all cuz even myself also got nothing to buy. only meiting got her Hello Kitty hair dryer cuz there full of that. hahas. will be uploading the pics to frienster as soon as i can. check out the pics ya!

next trip can i go tioman/redang pls?

sassylicious vien

ooo.. im back!

2007-04-04T20:42:00.000-07:00

Friday April 6 2007
yest visited Momo with irene & pris.
momo's manhunt grand finals. ooo saw all their ass-es. muhahas!
was late meeting irene. reach far east @ 6pm.
she went to put tattoo. nice. looks painful thou. wait till i find the design i lyk. keke. so the fren supposely meeting us later is pris. diaos. after all the confusion. seems like actually irene totally forgot i knw that gurl. *faint*
anw we had fun grinding on the dance floor, taking pics in the momolicious toilet, n all the girly talk. ha!
as usual, a few guys try to hard to hook us up.
no good-looking dude except the momolicious Cowboy who can dance so well. he's cute no doubt. appreciate guys who can dance. =)

dearie came with his friends also but left a while later. he waited for me outside momo while im enjoying inside cuz he don wanna me to waste $ on cabbie. headed home @ 3 plus. reach his pl @ 4am, slept @ 5am. don ask me why. =x hahas

vivi

2006-09-03T21:13:00.000-07:00

fang look pretty. she changed alot since sec skool daze. =)
met her up at cine to go chill out. in fact it was she who ask me to go chill out. was i surprised. cuz last time i had to practically beg her to go wit me. ha!
i brought her to onenitestand. as usual i had my shot of cowboy & i treated her to one. she say it was nice too. hee
i guess she din enjoyed the place (except the drink) cuz got no pl to sit & chit chat. somemore got angmoh disturbin us. we left a lil ard 12am.. chatted at the bridge . abt work, family, bgr & stuffs. she had to be home to be a filial daughter so she left at 12+

i went over to momo to luk for muh frens. the music suxs tt day man. was heading for supper at bendemeer wen i spotted this one white car. guess who it belongs to? him'
the feeling i felt den suxs completely. there he was telling me he got no time for me due to studies & stuff. there he was clubbing away wit his buddies. fu*k there & then i knew how 'important' i was. i meant nothing to this person i guess. now esp. i'll be fine.

was shocked wen nadiah asked me if i was okay wen she saw me (at my wkpl) i ask why? u heard someting huh? hais. thanks for all ya concern. i'll live. i'll just make full use of my every day to keep busy. anyway im managing.

yest went to this pl. it was kool. it was a mobile stall selling sticks of bbq & seafood. thou we had to stand & eat but it was cute man! i wil upload d pic i took at frenster wen i haf got the time. they charge by the color indicated on the sticks. the chilli damn shiok man. i tink it was d chilli tt made it so nice. *drool* it wasnt fulling but fun la. cuz can chit chat wit frens. pretty interesting.

started my probation already. this 3 months muz really bia. i just hope i don get transferred to tpy4. so far! thou some ppl happy cuz can visit me. lols. haha can meet up Randy liao. =x the one noor say was soo soo cute. results wil be out on tues. *keeping my fingers crossed*

gotta go prepare for work liao. ciao.
p.s fang thanks for the company tt day.

sassyvien

The beginning of a nu' day.

2006-09-02T00:45:00.000-07:00

i re-edited a lil of my previous blog.

yesterday was a night of liquor dance & music yet again.
crazie me. went in onenitestand just for tt shot of cocksuckingcowboy. lols. can i bring the bartender home so he can mix the drink for me everyday? i wish. =) he asked kally wer's his darling d day after we went dere. i lols wen she told me tt.

went over to momo. enjoyed to d max. [even climbed to the highest platform to dance! got grinded up dere. haha the 2 girls were fun. haha.] probably bcuz i was feelin relief that everything has finally come to an end. no more pillow fights. no more arguements. no more tears..
saw sebas lyon & tt fucker. d asshole who spoiled my reputation. smile at me one more time & i'll pull all ur teeth out. betta keep ya mouth closed. =X
i miss grinding wit babe. argh. my tai tai goes to work liao. got no time for me. & her hubby is hand cuffing her at home. =x oops. grounded-

left ard 4 plus i tink. den went home & went out again.
was finally home at 530am. wow. i shd say. neva stayed out this late for months already.

babe finally called me just now. after looking for her for weeks! i missed her loads. oh and did i mention i patch tings up wit fang le? =) we're chilling out tonite! wee!

ive discarded everyting tt reminds me of the unhappy memories.
all i want now is to concentrate on my work. i guess tts the only ting to keep me real busy for now. gonna catch up wit some ol' frens. & stuff.

me.

2006-08-31T09:03:00.000-07:00

it started with a lil fight and we ended going our own ways..
it started bcuz he wanted to go for li shi's bday..
it was a small matter. i was upset lyk i explained Why. his good buddy dint invite his gf to go. Why? she say it was awkard. HAHAHA. i say what the fuck. i wouldnt say it was entirely her fault but we started quarrelling bcuz of that. what was so difficult abt being nice? i was trying to make up already. what else do u people want from me?

my mom was telling me the same thing she said yest.. she is crazy to even haf such thots.
she asked me to clear my room. as in tidy up nicely so he can stay over & also concentrate on his studies.. i shouted SHUT UP b4 i left my hse.
i went to work feeling distracted.
nothing interests me anymore now dan liquor music & dance. i want to make myself soo very tired so i wun haf time to cry. pathetic isnt it. people wil say.. aiya she will get over soon. tt's rite. tt's bcuz its the surface u cee.

im crying again. for 5 days straight. i muz be crazie. ive neva shed so much tears in my whole life..

i don wan my life anymore. can someone ease my pain? i dun want to go back to who i was before. i don need many guys. all i wanted was.. him

All i want is to love u, for the rest of my life..
to wake up every morning, with u by my side..
knowing that not matter what happens, u'll be there for me..
& i'll be able to come home.. to ur loving arms..

its not going to come true already.. i shd face reality..
all i can say is "no time" is a really bad excuse.. tt was wad zp say too.
after 2 months ure giving up so easily just by pushing all the blame on me?
saying tis is only the start.. tt u'll be even busier wen dere r more projects to handle. a relationship requires hand-in-hand cooperation. give & take. but u chose this path which i neva expected from eu..

i was planning to celebrate of so-called 2nd yr anniversary. *skydining*
i wanted something really special for the both of us..
i was planning this more than 1 month b4 the actual date.
i was asking frenz for recommendtions for romantic dining.
i wanted to give him a surprise..

i never told u how glad i was when u owaes neva gave up our relationship whenever i say spilt in a moment of anger. tt was how i felt inside. nobody needed to know. u owaes ask why i cud say spilt so easily.. cuz i wanted what's best for you..
although i cant imagine life w/o u, i wish u will be happy..

your once beloved darlin

for every action.. there is a reaction..

2006-08-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

he went to this girl's [whom he once liked before] bday celebration yesterday
for 3 days straight, we've been quarrelling bcuz of this..
and for 3 days straight, i've been crying myself to sleep..
i was also sick for the past 3 days.. yet...

we were on our way to arab street tt day.
he told me she say she's celebrating her bday on sunday.. asking if he can go...
he proceed to tell me who will be attending...
when he was done i ask him. ya?
so i ask if he's planning to go. den he asked, can i go? from that very moment i know Wadeva i say to stop him would be meaningless. cuz he's bent on going no matter wad.
i tried to be nice u know? i admit i dint like her before. cuz she called my darl sweets when we were already together. what the fuck is she trying to do? alrite tt was close to 2 years back. but these things no matter how long would always leave a scar deep.
this time's different.. i gave up Everything for this dude of mine. i even tried to befriend her again. fang.. tell me now.. would the vivien u know do that? NEVER would be the answer. but i tried. i really did. i even invited her to my bday bash 2 months back. yep they were shocked but i did my part. they dint come thou. it was okay bcuz i tried.

i was pissed because she say it was awkard to invite me. what the fuck. to me it was like she's trying to sow discord between us. u would feel the same. if u were put in my shoes.
so that's what she wants. him to go and make us quarrel. she's the angel and im the one looking bad now. den he tried to salvage the situation by saying actually she did want to invite me but.. wadeva's the rest im not even interested to knw already.

i don even want to mention wad the other one of his good fren did. same thing. this fren of his was got in this contest at momo. so i say hey lets go support her lor. he was surprised.
guess wad happen? his good fren's girlfren got high! and almost hug my dude! actually she did. not almost but she did. given my temper i would haf slap her awake. Right On the Spot. But I dint. and i Dint because i saw him siaming. i wasnt angry with him. i was angry why his good fren dint stop her fren from doing so. he say it wasnt his fault i say true but r u telling me because she's drunk i shdnt blame her. alcohol. is bad. so if u cant drink. DONT ok.

yest was her bday celebration.. it was at chevons.. at jurong area.. i dint want to go home... and drive myself crazy.. so i msged cady.. she was going to haf dinner at novena wit kally den i ask her at nite going wer.. she say no idea at the moment. it was a sunday nite. wad do i expect? all the clubs were closed. i met them up at taka. den we head to clarke quay. the club wasnt open. so we took cab to dxo to try our luck. it was open but there was a contest gng on. n den it closes aft tt. argh. while we were deciding wer to go i ask if i can head home. i wasnt Even in the mood for clubbing in the 1st place.. juz tt i dint wan to go home.. they say wakao!.. they actually wan to go elsewer but accompany me de.. i felt so bad.. being a intruder.. n a spoilsport so i went ahead wit whereva they want.. we went back to clarke quay.. actually wanted to go attica.. they actually wanted to go in le but the music we hear outside tells me eeek.. den they ask wad i wan siak.. i saw they looked so pissed i felt so bad again.. =..( in the end we ended up at onenitestand. we were the only people inside. nice chillout place. i had a glass of volkalime & one of their famous shot. cocksuckingcowboy. boy was it nice. with a tint of vanilla. woo. they keep toking to me.. n made me play cards with them to keep my mind away.. 10 plus wen i asked him wad time he's leaving he say duno.. 11 plus i ask him again he say soon. 1130 he say half an hour more. 1230 he's still there. i am TRYING very hard here to be a good girlfren. u were already There. couldnt u tink of my feelings? couldnt u leave earlier knowing i am upset? no u did N o t h i n g. i went home half drunk. as in high. and yest was the 1st time i drank at home. i cried n cried til the volka tastes nothing more dan coke. i tink my dad saw the volka. but he dint dare ask why.

i was crying n pouring my heart out last nite.. till i gave up on myself.. and him.. i couldnt take all these anymore.....

euu were the one i wanted to live the rest of my life with.

but i had enuff le.. all of these...
since they're so important to euu and ure in such a dilemma.. i leaving so u can be happy..

R A N T

2006-08-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

its been a long time i last went ktving liaoz..
bump into cady & kelly after my full shift at toapayoh (relief)
den dey jio me go kbox.. -.-' haha.. lyk so wierd..
wa cady can really sing man. power. her voice.
i ji tao don fil lyk singing liao lor. lolx.

todae is darl camp's last day. f i n a l l y.
was realli looking forward to seeing him.. i ran straight out aft changing out of my uniform.
we hug silly-ly for a moment there. -smile-

don feel like talking much lately.. to anyone.. fil so down.
*thanks babe for the sms dat made me fil betta. -hugz-
babe called shop today to say she leaving for Genting wit her ayun liao. argh.
haven seen her for 4 soooo long liao man.

my shift suxs man. afternoon Full morning = die *shag!
lucky tmr off. maybe go rebond my hair. its loooks so stiff eek!
i guess im not as sunshine as i used to be anymore..
too many tings on my mind.. too much work too little time

t r u s t is such a powerful word. i should learn to trust more i guess..
maybe bcuz i been deceived b4 in d past & have learnt not to trust easily.
which makes it even harder now that im used to wad it has owaes been..

aww..
itching to go bangkok again sia.. miss the seaweed lay's chips & the meee dere..

when i get insecure all u nid to do is to prove me wrong wit actions..
when i tcry all i nid ish eu to know the reason behind my tears..

don wish to cry no more

viv

a story that touched my heart - a story from the husband

2006-08-06T08:41:00.000-07:00

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.

Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry.. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning. I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.

She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead. You got no fever.. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

this story really touched my heart.. my tears flow lyk a running tap when i was reading it.. treasure ya loved ones..

9 jun 06

2006-06-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

wee! its my 1/2 morning shift for the week. so expect me to be shopping k.
hehe. babe was supposed to pick me up. but as usual she's late. duh. waited 4 her inside shop. handcarry her stock also. lucky my bag big if not she's gonna carry it herself =x

sometimes i tink people find it amazing how we clinque so well.

the clubbing session sucks even before we enter. i felt lyk leaving. saw Ann they all.. tink they say was Ann's bday or something.. hmm the music's bad.

the rest of the babes reach pretty late.. close to 12am
saw a lot of ppl there.. guo hao.. kenneth.. johan.. weiling.. sebas's fren..

i tink its either i luk like a malay or i dance well. haha cuz the malays were trying to grind me too. lolx. dint even spare me thou there were so many babes oreadi. they din even get close thou. haha. u knw y. *wink* the top i was wearing keep slipping so i changed into another 1 which i bought earlier on. haha. i was wearing jeans! haha. long time neva wear jeans wen clubbing le. lolx. usually so in skirts. something for a change. ha. well it seems the people are a lil over friendly there yest. i encountered a few who simply lean on me to get my attention wen i walk past dem. some sorta grabbed me on the arm. i turned n realised i dint noe whos the person & walked straight awae. hrmm.

the bartender who presented me w the 2 coasters treat me to a drink yest. taste nice. i tink there's onli a very tiny bit of liquor involved. hee.

i actually wanted to leave at 3am de. babe promised to leave at 3am but.. erm well in the end we left at ard 5am. omg. by the time i got home n ready to sleep its oreadi 6am in the morning. wow. ive only got 2 hours to catch some sleep. duh. n hafta work for like 8 over hours. zZzz, stock arrive late todae again. i ask permission for 15 mins rest.

a wierd call this afternoon
the same guy who made that prank' call called again this afternoon.
he said the same thing. but this time he asked me to be his gf. haha. crazie fellow.
somemore ask if i ever had a malay bf. lolx.
im so tired. tink i wil be sleeping soon..

on the same day.

2006-06-06T04:14:00.000-07:00

i almost forgot a crew passed me a coaster. while i was fuming mad.
i was like u gimme this fer wad? den he told me a guy from the bar at the end asked him to pass to me. duh!
i suddenly recalled. *luffs*
on the other side it wrote. U'RE CUTE! (=

feeling kinda lost now. there seems to be too many tings sticking together n im sinking into them.

the fateful day 27-05-06 saturday

2006-06-04T08:43:00.000-07:00

27-05-06 saturday

that day im working 2-6pm at jurong point. to relief someone on mc.. i was running late & i dint had breakfast. managed to grab a curry puff & a stick of duno wad from old chang kee.. rushed to shop to change with only few minutes left to sign in.. argh..
i was introduced to the people on shift. Kally off tt day. oh man how mad she was. haha. complaining why i go relief wen she off! haha. i miss working with her man.
obviously i was stationed at de junior corner. lemme tell u how untidy it was! omg n the layer of dust can almost choke me to death On the spot. serious. no joke! i manage to rearrange the stalks a lil by the color.. at least it doesnt luk so cock-up. *lolx!*
poor me dint even got time to get drink lo. my throat so dry until i almost gave up greeting ppl le. den i realise the new guy tt day was my sec skool fren de fren. haha. so coincidence man. cuz tt day he came to my outlet for interview 1. tt's y i also find so familiar la! but i dint knw until he told me. =x i lobang him to help me buy drink cuz he gng for break. inside the store got water dispenser but no cup! duh~ i forget Kally got water bottle also lor. shit. b4 tt i asked Alvin if inside got water he say haf but no cup. i tink i almost died of thirst until Alvin came back with a Passion fruit red tea & a duno sour plum or wad tea. he was saying hey i got u a drink lei. i was like ohh u r my savior! the thot din occur my mind tt how come he got the 2 flava. until Kally called me after my work. she told me he actually called n ask her wad drink i like.. cuz i very thirsty. oh man so swit of him rite? although we don even knw each other lo. next time i got nice gal sure intro dem together. chuckles* alamak den i din knw he buy drink for me den i oreadi ask the new guy to get mos de milk tea for me le so in the end i got 2 drinks lo. haha.

it was the 1st time im clubbing with Siti- & Kally. babe was supposed to meet me too but i guess she got someting on tt day.. how i wish she was around....

it seems that a lot of people witnessed what the hell happen @ momo tt day.
people go to clubs to enjoy.. haf fun.. & to relax.. and not to create trouble -it is such a childish behaviour..
i was bent on enjoying myself to the fullest cuz work has been pretty stress lately..
they wasnt playing alot of R&B tt nite.. but wen they did i was crazily dancing away. =) being the usual me. i went to the restroom to relax while siti & kally were at the dance floor. while queueing up i saw this girl behind me who luk oh-so-familiar. i assume i knw who she was but well i hack care her.
kally went outside for a while to luk for her fren. leaving me & siti inside. so we were standing near the entance incase kally come back to luk for us. saw fabian & we chatted a lil.. suddenly someone bumped me from the side & walked away w/o even apologising. i saw it was a girl. how rude. suddenly i knw who she was. the girl who was so interested in u-noe-who. i was simply pissed off. Why the *uck she go bump into me for? It Wasnt An Accident. people say sorry wen its not done on purpose. i saw the back of her tee-shirt. i ask fabian if it was her- he act blur. i knw he doesnt want me to create trouble but i believe he knws me better. i am not one to be trifle on. i wil not be the lil bitch who act so pitiful wen she knws wad she has done. i lost sight of her wen confronting him abt her identity. i searched the whole momo for her.
i caught her walking in my direction. i go bump straight into her. den she ^%$#(*- ask why i bump into her b4 i can even react. well-prepared i shd say. expected me to do tt back huh? i really buay lun lor! i pushed her hard on the shoulders. twice. den i confronted her ask her why she Purposely bump into me just now. she denied the whole thing & only keep asking why i pushed her. steady liao lor. cuz Everyone only saw wad happen there & den. they did Not witness the part where she Purposely did tt to me. Its was so Unfair. ,maybe i was harsh but think about it. if u were in my position, wad would u haf done?
a angmoh stopped me from pushing her any further.. i say fine! i neva saw myself like that before.. it was so not me to do that...
the floor manager came & she say i push her lo. we were being called to a side. So she knew the floor manager. tt's y wadeva she say counts. wadeva i say becomes Bullshit. we settled the matter outside. in my views from fabian's testi she luks nice. finally i knew the meaning of don judge its book by its cover. all the duno cantonese & hokkien vulgarities all come out sia. power. i duno even understand lo. but the 1st ting she shouted to fab infront of me wen we were all outside was.. tell her la im Not ur Gf loh! wads she trying to prove sia. i don understand. she called 3 of her girlfrens. it was 4 against me. she even act pitiful by crying. OMG. i didnt even get the chance to tok. the floor manager ask if i pushed her n i said I Did. den 1 of her frens was gng like do also dun dare to admit. i wonder if she understands English. -.-"
fab only said 3 tings. the 1st qn he ask me: why did u do tt?
i asked him if did i started this whole ting.? it wasnt me trying to luk for trouble lo
2nd he ask if im gonna apologise
i say hell no.
3rd he ask so what me & her want now?
i left with tears glistering in my eyes. i Did Not cry. cuz it was meaningless.

[ Neva once dint he mention he saw her bump into me which he did. ]
the last ting i said to him b4 i left. Are You a Man?

the next day
he say he wanted to explain for not speaking up for me.
i say there wasnt such a need anymore. his explaination: the girl knows the big boss of momo. so he dint want to get his floor manager into any kind of trouble. would u haf accepted tt?
i dont need eu to speak up for me. i only wanted every single person there to knw the whole story. tt wad i did bcuz she started it. it was so Unfair for me cuz everyone thot i bullied her. on the surface tt's wad ppl see..
i don like to be accused of something i did not intend to do. unless provoked.

i do not understand why i am receiving un-neccessary attention even at outlets so far far away. people who are gossiping abt me. surprisingly people even knws the momo incident b4 the people at my outlet knws. amazing. are they too free or wad? it was affecting my mood pretty badly the past few days.. but the more people want to put me down the more i wun surrender.

my life is up to me to control. go find something else betta to do.

happened to browse fren's profile & came across fabian's profile & saw tt the girl's testi not there anymore. why? tt i wonder.

Giordano's Dinner & Dance *Retro

2006-05-10T09:25:00.000-07:00

attendance is compulsory.
1st thot was yeah!! D&D lei! den we were told dat the theme was Retro. i go like HUH?! duh~ bu hao xiao lor.. =x retro? OMG.

been shopping the past few weeks trying to look for someting tt's Retro yet wib a lil touch of Glam look.. i spent alot siak.. this 2 weeks i spend 300 on clothes le.. oops.. im suppose to save up de.....

kangwei picked me up aftr his training at my place for the movie. den in his car i was feeling bored.. so i ask if i cud cee his hp.. i admit it kinda shocked me.. cuz there he was smiling so happily wib his exgf when he keep telling me he's waiting for me. i wasnt angry. but felt so cheated. if eu cud possibily tink of patching tings up wid her why keep telling me u stil love me?
there was a pic of her holding flowers. so i casually ask him if he gave dem. he say no lar siao for wad. den i saw the msg. thks for the flowers. 4 wad u lie my dear. im no longer ur gf. so i asked him again was those flowers from eu. he say ya. i was pissed off liao. not by the fact he gave her flowers but Why lie abt it? den i ask is there a occasion. he say no. his reason was: she say wen they were together for 2 years he neva gave her any. so she Requested for them. fine. Wadeva. i left 15 mins after the show. wid him inside.

i bought a nice jumper for 40+ a denim skirt a tube & black shorts & a hawaii skirt in a dae. phew. 150 poof!

weihong was my bodyguard tt day. helping me wib muh shopping bags. haha! we watched 'you r my sunshine' super touching. i sobbed until.. erm my eyes so red. *paiseh sia* b4 tt his treat to Fish&co. yummy! i had my usual & his - baked sambal with rice. damn. i was to avoid seafood due to muh piercing but i simply cudnt resist the temptation! i had 2 bites. =x shhh. den aft the moobie i smoke he kbkb.. diao.. he also smoke stil kbkb..
the next morning he msg me say: ive made up my mind.. no more smoking for me.. =)
i ask him why. so next time u wun copy me smoke n bcuz chou ren oso..so u wun send me msg with 'dun smoke so much k' so next time go sun tann i can juz lie there wib u to block the ball cuz i no nid to get up to smoke.. *arbish*

everyone look so pretty & hunkie on the night on the D & D. <090506>
kelly luk soo soo retro man. kool outfit. & that yusoff so man in tt tight fitting shirt. with his chest hair. =p eek! muhahah!
took pics wib alot of colleagues =)
went clubbing after D & D. O BAR. hmm nice RNB songs they play there. woohoo. maybe next time go there club liao. haha. our dear kally got sO very Drunk. our table was offered shots by the manager. the 1st time was lyk kool. i tink tt 1 was ribena something. dint even bother to knw who's the manager. juz drink nia. 2nd time also our table got the shots only. this time was the volka i tink wib the lemon de.. duno la.. come wad we drink wad. den Cady sudd say muz be me den got the shots 1. den we curious who's the manager liao. haha. so she grabbed a crew n asked. turned out to be the table of guys who wanted to knw me. haha. tt's why she say. diao. my fault.
erm de other giordanians were all looking wen im on the dance floor siak.. maybe bcuz everytime work see me so serious den diao! i club de. haha. but the girlies seem erm.. unfriendly thou. =S kally got so agitated wen the guys ask for my no. normally she wun lidat de. aiyo she so unhappy tt day i also duno wad to do.. Cady shared a piece of good news to me. excited at the thot but nervous on the other hand. gonna buck up man. =)
me Cady Irene & Kally decided to go to Hotel 81 to let kally rest. Cuz she bu kai xin & don wanner go home... so we took a cab to Bencoolen de.. diao den cuz just now we use all our cash at the clubs & cabs n there's no ATM around... duh! i also quite high by the time we reach there. the kick den come lor. so i lie on the chair at the lobby when Irene brought Kally to the restroom. den Got this stoopik uncle waving $$$ opposite me. Tink wad. wan prostitude go Geylang la. wa kao. If i wasnt drunk i sure go kick his nuts. shit rite. KNN lor. He somemore dare to ask Irene want to fuck anot. mei shi guo. if we aint seh im pretty sure his nuts wil be gone b4 he knows it.
Cady's boyfriend came down ard 3+. cuz we decided not to stay le & i cannot go home by myself in that state. i msged kangwei cuz he got a flight at 5am+. den he say he wud come n fetch me home. he literally had to dragged me lor.upon reaching home i rushed him back scare he might miss his flight. after i lock the door, i walked into my room, stripped & K.O muhaha. dint even remove my contact lens & makeup lo...
was suppose to meet mr ong boon seng to sun tann de la. he MIA. haha no la he got someting on. we mis-communication. duh. haha. so i went tanning alone. weiming came to accompany me since he at home. haha he so fat now =X oops he use to be quite fit de.. eat so much la.. anyway i haven seen him for lyk half a year or more liao. 2 catch up a lil also. he wanted to gimme a ride on his bike home but i say no need. i rather take a bus. den i ji tao zzzz until the interchange. but yeah! im a lil tanner now! weeee!

Aisyah is finally back from Bangkok. duno why she go there alone also. shd haf jio me ma. so dangerous. she kana rob tt day wen i saw her on msn. aiyo. hee maybe we r going somewhere end of the year. she say wanted to spend a cold christmas. sounds kool hehe. i got her to bring something back for me. its a secret. hurhurhur

todae i spent a 100 on 2 sets of bikini.. super nice man! limited de. nice! i simply love tings which r limited. a leopard print babydoll top which i might be using as a dress.. its kinda short thou.. oops.. maybe wen im clubbing ba. 150 poof! weijie looked so bored wen im shopping. haha. but he's so happy just to meet me. crazie fellow. kangwei went 2 guangzhou le.. for his competition. all the best to him.

i aint moving on. but i know when to stop pestering you. i just wanner remember you as who u r when i was wib eu.

signing off
sassyvien

n a v a l p i e r c i n g

2006-05-01T20:54:00.000-07:00

ive finally pierce muh naval! *weee*
a lil *ouch* thou.. it bled a lil last nite.. so worried siak..
muz really take care of it siak..

sianz.. no clubbing for at least a week.. scare kana my belly i sure scream man!
no seafood.. means no prawn no sotong no so many tings lei.. veggies all the way? =x

i shall blog n upload muh pics wen im more 'free' k?
gotta rush for werk liao.. ciao!

i need a hug so badly rite now..

2006-04-25T10:53:00.000-07:00

i had a lil talk with him last nite til 3am
i wondered if i cried myself to sleep as i remembered waking up feeling i was in a deep sleep..
but i guess i did.. cuz i had a blocked nose.. n my eyes luk puffy 0.0
i duno wad got into me i sudd called him up.. talking all the craps i did.. sobbing lyk a lil girl.. i suppose everyone thot vivien is a strong girl who didnt cry.. its just that nobody sees the tears that im trying so hard to keep behind tt pair of eyes...

a few days ago i saw fang at cineleisure.. she was wid her frenz.. she luk so happy & cheerful.. wen she finally spotted me.. we smile awkwardly at each other n said 'hi'.. a few moments aft tt.. tears stung my eyes.. she was my best fren fer 7 long years.. all the fun, tears & joy....
how i wish i cud turn back time...

i was planning to take a month's break from work.. which is impossible.. to take tings off my mind.. bcuz some of the times i cant concentrate at all..
my territory's supervisor talked to me a few weeks back.. complimenting i did a good job aftr i took over.. tt the var is good & the shop is owaes tidy... den my IC's disclosed tt they tinking of promoting me to Shop Manager.. siao. i den dowan tt kinda stress. i am contented as where i am le.. n i tink im not up to tt standard..

The Art of Seduction, Take the Lead, Black Night, Hostel, Eight Below... are the movies i've watched lately.. nice shows.. i love the Take the Lead cuz they dance real kool lor.. but Eight Below made me tear-ed.. so touchy...

muh voice stil haven recover yet.. went to cee doctor alone.. so pathetic.. everyone's busy with the own routine..
thursday marks a new chapter of my life. i hope it is wad i wished for. if not i would neva be the girl everyone used to know anymore.

he said..
for every bad memories..there are a hundred beautiful ones..jus like us
he touched my heart everytime he says tt.. cuz it was i. who dint learn to treasure wad was right before my eyes. & wen i did. everything was too late. browsing thru the 200 over pics we took in muh comp.. i thot to myself.. i only haf myself to blame..
i apologise for calling u those nasty names wenever u did something tt hurts..

i tink i gonna haf a deep sleep tonite too.
*thks ebel for ya sweet sms wen i felt so down. lurve ya.
*thks to all the other peeps to express their concern thru sms/msgs just to make me feel betta.

no strings attached-

2006-04-17T04:33:00.000-07:00

mywork:
these few days pass like a blur..
but basically everyday's a working day...
thou tiring but the guys r so fun time pass really fast
i tink if 1 day they transfer me outta this shop i would simply drop n die.
without u guys i would be bored to death! all the fun love & jokes.. =p

mylife:
my status is currently single. so single but not-so-available. haha.
enjoying the freedom i haf now.

myclubbingsessions:
cut down by so so muchy.. from 1-3 times a week to 2-3 times a month.
introduce me new clubs leh. cuz i wun frequent Momo le.
if its fun i wun mind any clubs! get wet get wild get drunk!

hey babes & guys
sugarcoatedprincess's birthday chalet coming up!
its gonna be on the 28th-30th june at costa sands resort
those frens tt can make it i would appreciate ya presence :)
as for those who cant make it. ask for my mailing list. -for the pressie's! muhahahaz~
those who HAFTA make it list
EBEL DARLING & HERLINA BABE make sure u keep ya ass for me tt 2 days ya.

blog..

2006-03-12T06:25:00.000-08:00

im kinda lazy to blog aft soo long..
my last entry was like 1 month+ ago? hah..
da peeps at muh new working environment r really fun.. maybe bcuz more people the merrier ba.. this 1st week past real quickly.. getting to know new people la.. adjusting to the new place..
got this hunk in my shop <-the 1 yunfang say very cute & yandao.. i dint believe until i saw him. haha. quite kool lor.. heard he went to join manhunt n got selected. wow. haha.
this year duno y so suay lo.. keep injuring myself.. my blue-black from Momo n tt day i slipped n landed on muh butt in muh shop lo! so embarrasing man.. the zhiyuan la.. duno how he mop the floor 1.. so wet! haha.. he apologise with a box 16 ferraro rochers.. =] *drool*

so many birthdays coming up! die liao la.. pok liao lor.. keke.. enjoyed da farewell gathering with yunfang, adeline & cheryl at the ktv session at cck! hee.. still waiting fer adeline to upload the pics lor... n enjoyed the suntanning with mindy at sentosa! she luk so much prettier with tt lil tann! =) we haf a date next week too! hehe..

i guess life goes on fer u.. n soon i will b outta ur memory..
i still luk back at the past sometimes.. feel sad & heartache..

My Story

2006-01-24T06:47:00.000-08:00

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

i was emotionally depressed the past few daze.. wen i found out tt 'he went overseas..
cuz i dint know Anything abt it.. where he went.. with whom.. but i prayed hard it wasnt bangkok.. cuz tt was the place we went for our 2 trips.. i shouldnt be feeling this way.. why am i feeling this way?? i hate it.. its even affecting my werk.. the very next day i went to werk my junior ask me if something was bothering me.. .. i don know howta reply her....

at the reunion dinner..
my aunty said.. seems lyk we're missing 2 guys at the table.. where's fabian? i at a loss as to wad to reply.. cuz i myself don even know.. i was resisting not to call n ask his mum de.. but i really need to know.. if not i'd neva haf a peace of mind.. finally i plucked up the courage to call on my way walking home from my grandma hse.. she said 'he went bangkok.. tt's y tears stung my eyes so badly no matter how hard i tried to control dem they just wun listen..
i was tinking where he went.. with whom?? argh how i hate tt kinda feeling.. dint he went to eat d mee i lurve? din he stayed at the same hotel lyk we did? fu*k don wanner go tink abt any of these anymore..

it hurts me to cee my grandma upset cuz she really hen teng wo.. wen i was lil n was notti & she caned me i wud stand at d window n pout.. den aft a while she wud cum n sayang me le..
grandma was upset bcuz 2 of my aunts dint turn up.. tink they had some kinda quarrel or something.. grandma's eyes were red wen i entered her room.. no matter wad i say she also seem so sad.. haiz

todae 1/2m-130pm stoopid time lor.. woke up tis morning my throat feeling betta le.. thks to the 2 bottles of honey i got myself from JP.. but my nose wanna drop out liao lor.. my flu ah.. *sneezzeees* *ahh cheww!* went to Junction 8 todae.. wanted to get muh Red Earth stuff from my fren cuz got 50% ma.. den she not wking dere.. transferred to another outlet le but the nice gal gave me d same priviledges also! keke =x spend a lil fortune just at the shop. xD got muh eyebrows plucked dere also. nice nice liao. hee~ brought a top at ebase & a skirt at taka lucky todae's Pay Day! wee~if not how to survive man! no la i wanner plan fer my next trip de.. so i can buy lots & lotsa tings.. wanner go Hongkong or Taipei leh.. carol my last time de pushcart de boss tell me there can do alot of shopping! she even treat me to Ding Tai Fung.. d food not bad.. but too x le la.. once in a while stil okay.. keke.. tok abt my work & her business.. after which i took d mrt to orchard.. wanted to get some stuffs to pamper myself but dint really c anything tt caught my eyes leh.. was suppose to haf dinner with kang wei at fish & co. de.. but he hadta werk so dint had any..
went to cee doctor at bt gombak.. got mc for tmr.. *snneezzzee* met herlina outside da clinic to get my 'late xmas prezzie' haha super late 1.. she dint manage to get the 1 i set my eyes on. she got me another 1 also not bad la. but i might be getting d 1 i set my eyes on de.. he continue wking aft sending me home to rest..

i wasnt trying to say he's irritating in my previous entry.. just tt i wud prefer to haf a good talk instead of he coming head-front lidat.. all those who knows me well enuff knows i Never bother to explain wen im not in the wrong..

i tink im not needed anymore..
gotta go rest now..

2006-01-16T00:18:00.000-08:00

hey peeps sorry fer not bloggin' fer some time..
seriously i had no time no do so man.. work alone took up so much of my time..

looking forward to chinese new yr where i cud haf a nice short break..
as to if i'd got my clothes fer new yr i tink i've only got de corset now.. lolx dint really saw anythin i lyk nowadays wen shopping.. lyk u know la im very particular but wad i buy 1.. =p
woo~ got our 13th month bonus todae! yipee! i got kang wei a cute smaller version of the water dispenser u wud usually c in offices.. damn cute lo.. tt's to partly thk him fer driving me home aft werk wen im so dead beat aft wk during most days these days.. =)
was suppose to celebrate darling's -ebel bdae at momo on sat 14th jan de.. but she ended up drunk even b4 she got to Momo.. omg.. pretty wasted siak neva got to toast her.. :(
saw kent n his frenz.. luking cute n cheeky as usual.. but dint tok to him thou he was dancing oppo me on the platform only hand signalling.. haha.. tt the er xin guy below me kept luking at moi.. saw koby also he was with a fren i tink.. luking good too ^^ wen i saw fabian's cousin the 1st ting i did was to c if he was with him. den he told me he cudnt get in duno due to wad la.. he knew i was celebrating ebel's bday.. why did he hafta come n screw up my clubbin sessions everytime..... i wud rather he ask me out offically to talk dan to everytime appear wen im clubbin n den i've totally no mood to dance anymore.. i tink im gonna cut down on my clubbin le..

oh well i manage to get my tann the very day the sun came out after the long anticipation.. it was lyk raining n raining everyday i got 3 new jackets! =p okok i know tt's jest my excuse to buy new ones =x hahas! n i got kinda burned too lo.. my face is peeling le! ahh! cannot go out liao.. luk so ugly with bits of skin hanging.. eek!

werk everyday ish just so tiring! as chinatown is de centre of 'attraction' during new yr season our business also picked up recently.. i only had my brunch at 1615 yest wen im suppose to knock off at 1800hrs.. n my break is an hr lo... hahas.. anw i extended la.. cuz too busy le.. n my commision is at stake.. haha.. so muz work hard hard..

going ikea lata with babe..

christmas 2005

2005-12-26T08:41:00.000-08:00

christmas was spent eating cup noodles at sentosa.. watching lil kids play the snow spray .. watching couples spending a quiet nite together.. watching many group of frens gathering together to spend da christmas.. to me christmas ish just any other day..
i wasnt in any kind of special mood to celebrate in any ways.. wads there to celebrate anyway? haha.. anyway i got a special pressie from someone.. its.. real.. erm special.. & definately something i did not expect to receive tis christmas..

oh yea! i finally bought muh corset! aft considering fer lyk a month? omg. n i got it bcuz im using da $ i got from werking fer the army event.. =) da gal cee me really lyk it so much she gave me a 10% disc.. keke betta dan nothing la.. at least save abt 20 bucks.. lolx~
oh man i simple lurve da lacey on d corset! ^^

hmm guess wad? i haf 2 off days tis week &.. the other daze happens to be on the 31st dec! omg! i prayed hard fer it man. keke. hope there wun be any changes to the roster man.

one guy in muh frenster wrote:

James wrote:> > hey vien, i am so happy to hear frm ya~> > can u let me say something? pls~~> > plssss, i jus wanna say u r my fantasy babe > man!!> > frm ur head to toes, every inch of ur body display > > an aura of sexiness and feminity!! u look really > > gorgeous~ i can't help but simply fantasize > about u, > > most of the time fantasizing about both of us > doin > > those exotic dances~~ i am nt being rude here, i > > jus wan to be honest with u~~ i like the one > where > > u bare ur whole back, simply SEXY MAN!!!!> > i love ya man~~> > do u mind being my dance partner one day?> > call or sms me ok at 9*******~> > can give me ur num too?> > i would love to hear frm ya~> > > > *muack*> > James~> > =)

haha.
*faints*

haf fun all~ 4 more days to 2006~

lil' update abt me

2005-12-18T12:17:00.000-08:00

the army encounter 2005
finally! todae's muh off day! wee! been wking fer the whole 7 days last week. argh. 14th & 15th was my supposed 'rest day' la but was wking at Spore poly The Army Encounter 05 as a Flyers Dist to let ppl know abt the Event tt is going on la.. had fun! =) gotta know lotsa new & farnie people =x $20/hr leh tankie to my fren hu introduce me d job.. keke maybe i can get my corset liao *grinz* the 1st day was quite shagged.. cuz under da hot sun.. all we did was to give out d flyers lo. walked ard the whole poly.. eat snake a bit.. i was paired up with a nice girl, her name is en shan she luks sweet.. =) noticed a guy in red polo shirt quite cute.. his style la.. the way he dress got my attention.. den somemore he walk past me a few times lo.. ended werk at 4pm.. took bus home n knocked out straight aft i bath.. too tired le.. actually gng to club de.. but ended up zzzz
the 2nd day-
mJ told me tt the girl i don really gam with is wking todae. OmG lucky she told her colleague not to pair us up le if not i tink there wil be chaos man. saw fOokjOo n benny. surprised loong time neva c dem liao.. ever since grad.. cudnt recog benny at 1st haha.. he was saying.. oh so u were the girls my frens were toking abt tt dere r pretty chicks gng ard da skool giving flyers. diao. den he chey. wa kaoz. -.-'' the farnie people we met was lyk some ask if we sign on de.. which we replyed no la.. den 1 of dem say chey if ur really sign on 1 i go sign on now man! muhahaz! siao! some ask if we were from their poly la.. blah blah.. oh man i miss the grilled chicken chop at fc was it 5? i tink so la.. got a big scoop of mashed potato somemore sia.. yum yum.. hu wanner treat me to tt msg me ok? i promise i'll be dere. keke
me n enshan kept gng to d lan gaming place dere cuz is air-conditioned.. n the guys dere super frenly. muhahaz.. haha met the same guy i saw d day b4 wearing da red polo de.. den i say hey its u again.. den he ask me got receive his message at frenster anot den i realise there was indeed 1 guy hu ask if i was d girl dist flyers at sp anot.. haha wad a small world.. he told me very long ago he got msg me b4.. but duno i neva reply or wad.. den he go find back tt msg.. hahahaha.. power sia..
sat nite aft werk went to jalan kayu to eat prata. wa kao neva sit bike at niteman. i almost freezed to death in my shorts n razer back. + i almost doze off =x

this whole week neva club sia.. nvm i oreadi booked babe fer next wed liao! hehe!

my next prey is to get my corset + motorola v3/n7610 + digital cam

where wud i be spending muh christmas tis yr>? im stil up fer grab~ haha

malaysia~

2005-12-13T07:34:00.000-08:00

went to malaysia fer shopping!

wa its been lyk 5 yrs since i last went there le..
my papa used to drive my whole family dere wen i was little..
kang kang drove in there to fill up petrol.. den aft which we went shopping! wee~
went to Holiday Inn.. bought a pair of heels damn nice lor.. but considered quite ex also la.. S$30
actually i wanted black but no size so i got de brown 1 instead.. *grinz* almost wanted to get 2 pairs nor =x
also got fer myself a dark green tube fer S$18.. nice too.. body hugging de.. keke
wanted to get tt pair of beige boots de.. but kinda costly.. abt S$110 leh.. velvet material de.. but wanted to cee more designs b4 buying la.. so dint get 1st..
still luking fer herlina's n ebel's christmas pressies.. herlina gave me a diff task by requesting fer a nice white dangling earing.. omg.. these few days been luking ard le.. but no nice ones.. =k gonna hafta get dem real soon cuz got no time to shop le..
den cuz traffic jam la.. so we went to city square gai gai somemore.. =p
dint get anything from there cuz the stuff too ex liao.. we left fer singapura aft tt.. almost faint from hunger man.. shop until forget to eat sia.. only had my late breakfast fer the whole day til 8pm..
i stil haven got my boots yet lor.. i bu gan yuan.. wanted to go town to luk fer my miracle.. was planning to go city hall there de.. but scare city link close liao.. so went to far east instead..
was dragged by him to go eat cuz i damn hungry liao.. but wen queueing halfway i say go shop 1st la.. arbo wait all close liao i cannot shop how? den he bo bian lo *faints-*
tried the pair of boots i was aiming fer the day i went shopping b4 i went to werk.. was in a hurry tt time so dint manage to try on.. brown luks nice but white stands out.. cudnt decide between the 2 colors lor.. almost wanted to get 2 also.. muahhahaz.. okok im crazie.. i got de brown 1.. easier to match la.. poor kangwei .. i tink he damn shag lor.. now he knws i really CAN shop de lor.. =p he was yawning while waiting fer me.. muhahaz..
tried on a really short & white skirt which luks nice.. den wen i was going to pay fer it i saw another white skirt.. but tis 1 ish not wad u wud usually cee me wear.. its knee length.. haha.. tink the whole world neva see me wear anything tt long b4 except my tt few low waist lyk sarong skirt lor.. =p but its sweet la.. sometimes muz luk pretty n sweet also ma.. *lolx*
arbo everytime wear so sassy also borleng.. *oops*
ate at LJS before heading home..

ffrreeeezzzing brrr

2005-12-02T08:13:00.000-08:00

attended de how-to-spot-fraud-credit-card & correct procedures to handling the situation course. & the financial risk planning course too.. tinking of getting muhself some kinda insurance to protect oneself & to make sure if anything happens to me at least i made sure my parents n loved ones gained someting from me..
started at 10am & ended at ard 1.30pm
den took the train to werk. started werk a lil earlier to make up fer the time i was late due to the bad jam at the highway.. at abt 1410 instead of 1430
busy all the way til finish werk. changed display b4 i went to makan. damn hungry lo cuz only ate a early breakfast. had kfc fer lunch cum dinner.. argh so fattening!! i regretted eating it man.. =x
saw zichao wen the blur cashier mistaken the gior unisex item as junior's n ask me to go down to double check the price. duh~ zichao was stoning at his counter =x
saw him during my break again n he go disturb da flower on my head. bad boy. say i act cute wen im really cute ma. eee. muahhahaz!

work..
tings cock up wen the sales don tally n i get kan chiong wen tings don go smoothly de.. =,(
den my mood got a lil bad.. sat at the bus stop after werk wondering where to head to for lyk 25 mins..
in the end decided to head home to rest..

in the bus..
2nd last row of the bendy bus 190. it started to get a lil jam near plaza singapura there.. den i was starting to feel da chills.. it was getting freaking cold.. i was sms-ing normally until i felt my lil fingers start to go a bit numb.. texting herlina.. den in the end i cant text anymore cuz my fingers were numb liao. called her to complain the cold.. i was wearing something decent ok.. if u were trying to say must be i wear too little.. i was wearing a 3/4 jeans + spag top + cardigon lor.. sobx i even tried to warm my hands by putting my hands on my butt. =p don luff ok!
the bus journey took abt an hour man.. worse time of my life.. and if anything's gonna be worst.. it started drizzling. at 1st i was telling herlina at least it was warmer to be out of de bus.. den i decided otherwise..

i walked quickly to avoid the raindrops n the light wind blowing.. *shivering*
midway my lips started quivering.. the feeling was so horrible!! i hugged myself tight to keep as warm as possible.. den dashed thru all da unsheltered place to da blocks.. was waiting to cross the damn road wen kang wei called.. i muz haf sound scary cuz i was really whispering into my phone cuz it was really to cold le.. he say next time bring jacket n umbrella la. diaoz. so ma fan. damn stupid taxi drive so slow wen i need it to speed up.
i stopped halfway to call kent i tink he thot i was crazy cuz i was whispering n tt sounded lyk weeping. or either he don bother at all. den i called gab cuz i was text-ing him halfway on d bus..
n he told me to take care lo.
the moment i got home, took off my shoes, took off my almost wet cardigon n wrapped myself in my blanket lyk a coccoon for a few mins to stop da cold..
took a long & hot bath den wore the thickest jacket i had.. the cold was really unbearable..
the stupid 1st qn my mum asked was: withdraw $ fer me liao anot? i feel lyk kicking her ass.
nearly got the urge to just go out lidat in the rain to gib her the $ sia. i neva go atm how to withdraw fer her sia. cant they be more understanding abit?...
\tmr im clubbing with my babe. toast babe! cya tmr!

neiv yssas

the 1st day of December

2005-12-01T08:19:00.000-08:00

clubbed at Momo last nite with kent & his frenz
glad he dint leave me to acc his frenz n acc me instead
happened to cee gabriel there with his frenz
the music suxs last nite.. perhaps its bcuz babe wasnt around to dance with me. =(
her aYun don let her go with me lah! =.( sobx
left quite early at abt 2+ tired also..

slept til 12pm den woke up to clear my mails.. haven been online fer some time le..
the giordano supper at the duno wad-the-name-hotel sux lor.. shitty food..
they introduced the new scheme tt now the commission is based on target le.. hell.. now muz really bia liao.. if not my pay will be kns lor.. haiz
werk fer lyk 3 hours todae? just to clear my colleague's break. bo liao lor. might as well gimme off day. haiz. no choice also la.
haven blogged since some time back.. hope u guys r doing fine =)

after werk went to cut hair at Mary's.. n to buy the hair cream cuz finish le also..
actually to trim only la.. haha cuz bu se de jian u know? keke =p
sunday off day.. argh seems so far away.. duno wad to do on tt day also.. maybe go shop fer new year clothes..

met ziqi at Causeway point to watch movie..
argh he was late fer lyk an hour.. omg.. & poor me had dinner alone at mos burger til he joined me latta on..
he say he oreadi booked the movie yest le.. den i ask him wad movie he say chicken little.. haha i tink last time we watched tt 3 gen he scared i scream again la.. lolx so he chose someting cute tis time. =x
he drove so he sent me home & see me up. it was nice to catch up with old frenz once in a while.. we haven met lyk for 1 yr liao lor.. lol thou we kept in touch.. =)
den he went off to meet his frenz to go ktv..

just repainted my black nails to pink arbo go office sure kana shoot 1 =p
sianz still hafta go back werk after tt. =0(
3616 people viewed my profile for the month of november. wa 1st time so many sia.. lolx
chatting with Rae now.. going to bed after blogging.
take care frenz. catch up with u' all soon ya. huggies-

sassy viv

dblo

2005-11-12T23:42:00.001-08:00

yest was a bz dae.
haha. me & babe went to momo. this babe ah owaes late 1. so i took my own sweet time. haha nearly cudnt get in b4 10pm. =x 8 mins b4 10pm koby called or i called him i forget le la. ask me where i am. i say outside da queue lor. i say if cannot get in b4 10pm den i go dblo liao. den he say call me back. 2 minz latta call me say go da priority queue juz say luk fer d guy can liao. =p me n herlina hopped to the vip queue. haha. we just wanna get da chop so we r free to go in n out.
we took cabbie to dblo. its muh 1st time dere. was actually gng dere fer a show. it's lyk im paid to dance on d bar top. duh~ i told the guy i aint ready man. weihong was dere with his campmates. dance fer a while den went back to momo le.
the music damn happening wen i stepped into momo tt i dance muh way into de dance floor. lolx. can even stand still when depositing my bag. lolx.
dance all the way till 4pm. ^-^ went up to da stage cuz too hot liao. haha.
ate prata at timah b4 heading home. saw kuan wah n a guy. urps.. her bf? duno.. hee

had less dan 3 hours of sleep til i got ready fer work. *shagged*
at least i tried to be energentic for the 5 hours. hee.
got a good & a bad news from my shop manager.. that.. i'll be transfering out 2 weeks from now.. argh.. tt's probably the bad news.. the good news is i'll be a small in-charge somewhere.. i see the word *stress* orreadi.. haha
met weihong after werk. went to ikea. just to eat swedish meatball. haha. den took cabbie to marina. slept lyk a baby in the cab. zzz. went shopping at the new renovated marina sq shopping centre. finally got muh cowboy hat! yipee~ got a bling bling belt also. bought 2 tops 1 hot shorts & 1 thong which i've oreadi got but in the small size cuz tt outlet when i 1st bought it say no size liao.. diao.. waste $ on thongs again. haiz. tink my storage box fer thongs & g's needa upgrade liao.. =x
den weihong came over to take the Asahi which he's been so looking forward for. haha. 24 bottles man. drink until siao.
k gotta go zz liao. tmr nite got stock take.
tataz~

dblo

2005-11-12T23:42:00.000-08:00

y is it wrong to live the way i want?

2005-11-04T04:20:00.000-08:00

ok wad r so many ppl trying to interfere in my life?
dont cha ppl haf betta things to do? im okay with wadever ur say cuz i did nothing wrong.
firstly im not the one who broke up with fabian.
the reason: he says he has been missing out too much of his life for the past 1 year & he wans it back.. i've granted that.. so im still wrong? fine.
secondly is it wrong to make new frenz? so wad i knew someone from a club? i knew fabian in a club too.
3rdly who the hell you tink you r toking so much craps here n don even DARE to leave ya name? coward? shoo! mind ya own business ba.

it has been a real sucky day
work sucks to the core todae
those f*cking auntie keep messing up the stack of clothes tt i've packed
n her f*cking children also. wtf
hate them!
the fu*cking air-con doesnt seem to be working tt well in muh shop. damn
miss babe around

met daniel after werk fer supper
he's riding. omg. my 1st time sit scrambler
wow the pick up is damn fast. but i stil prefer car can sleep & listen to r & b
wanted to eat prata at timah de but too bad todae not open again
so we u-turn to near muh place da kopitiam
we chit chatted wil abt 3am den i shoo him home
was surprised he smokes now. @@--
it was nice to meet up muh old frenz once in a while to catch things up =)

4:14 am
with this kinda rain i doubt im gonna get to sun tann tmr. argh!
nvm at least i get to nua in bed. keke.
Profile was viewed lyk 2069 times for the month of october. hell no.
im gonna change my status or something. those ppl r flooding me lyk no one's business. im sorry im not accepting the friends requests anymore.
i hope i getta club with my babe tmr. i needa de-stress. & maybe do some shopping.

to anonymous: if u haf got any more things to say. leave ya name ya.

late nitez got high got drunk

2005-10-31T21:28:00.000-08:00

im feeling so down lately late nitez became part of my life..
-haven had enuff sleep fer the past few days.. clubbin on thurs with my darling eBeL wEnt out stroLLing @ sentosa on a starry fridae clubbed again on saturday with my herlina babe.. stayed out laSt nite.. im shagged.. i needa be so i wun haf de time to think about things i don wanna think..
lost a few kilos too =) at least tt's a good thing. i got my waist back. haha. not very farnie thou.
the 1st time momo so empty.. tink less dan 30 people + abt 15 of the bartenders + bouncers nia lor. lolx the dance floor was our fer the lonely thurs nite. music kinda sux thou. but well i guess we were pretty good at entertaining ourselves. saren-eBel's fren [hope i dint spell her name wrongly] n there were saren's fren --- & ### 2 guys who's kinda overage.. =x ebeL's 2 gal frenz whose name i forgot le.. we went to momo early as it started raining wen we were chillin outside.. they say one of the guy lyk interested in me [one of saren's fren's fren].. omg. u know wad i wanna say rite so i aint gonna say it. 2 guys further away were luking at us wen we were dancing on the dance floor.. den wen we return from the ladies one of the guys stopped ebeL & ask fer my no. i dint know coz i walked rather fast to the place where we've been drinking.. wen she told me the 1st qn was lyk, hamsome anot? =p lucky she dint gib cuz... if not im gonna *poof* home! hahaz..
caught this guy who's sitting at the vip lounge peepin a few times.. we occupied the centre platform as it was empty.. haha
we wenta delicate songs as they're no ppl.. wen my 'bounce' was played i hopped up to the highest stage to shake tt ass. =x
tt was wen this duno bartender or someone who worked there offered me a drink & ask me if i cud just go over n say hi.. he was saying.. cee tt guy in black suit 1? tt's the manager of momo.. my heart was lyk ahhh! wa next time can don queue to go in anot? muhahaz.. den he say the guy beside him wud lyk to make frenz with me.. ok well from far he luks not bad la..
since its oreadi so boring i thot y not? we self-intro & he ask if i wud lyk to drink i say no. cuz saren's fren there got open bottle le.. don wanna get outta control.. we chat up a lil with the bartenders peepin. =! muhahaz..
he say i dance well.. i tink tt's bcoz we're the only bunch of ppl so alive ma.. =p
okay well we x-change no.s & he volunteered to gimme a ride home cuz he stay jurong area.. but well ebeL say she's gonna jue jiao if im leaving with him.. so too bad i hadta pay close to 20 bucks fer the cabbie.. =) oh ya btw his name's koby

friday 28>10.05
its muh rest day. slept til lyk 2pm? koby asked if im available latta in the nite.. as i've got no dates *poor thing* so i say i was kinda free the whole day lor.. since at 2pm still nobody jio me out.. we went to PS to watch flightplan. chatted a whole lot more. he seems nice. thou he lyk to tok back at me. after which we went esplanade to chill. ohh i had strawberry choco! *yummy!* his treat =p keke den we walked to clarke quay tink he wan c char bor la.. haha.. sat at kopi bean.. so borleng sia.. he ask if i wanna go fer a ride. he can go home borrow car from his uncle.. i say anything lo, go home also borleng.. so we took cabbie to his place den walk a few blocks to his uncle's house cuz he needa pass his uncle something.. as fer someone who juz got his license i tink he's quite a good driver la.. haha safe at least.. with no place to go after rounding n rounding.. we decide to gib a shot at sentosa.. lolx wierd place to go at nite wen im such a *sun person.. but da beach does luk lovely at nite as well.. we chatted till a lil after 2am.. den he sent me home..

sAt 29/10
werk m0rnin shift loe.. was lyk a walking zombie man.. lolx but got a mega bulk from a indian cust who bought $400 worth of gior jnr merchandise.. cool~
ended wk at 7.30pm waited fer herlina to end wk at 8.15pm cuz she gonna go my house to doll up & dump her barang barang b4 we go club. by the time reach my place gng to 9pm le.. i was gng to bathe wen she say she left her pants at our wkplace. *faints* babe faster took cab back to shop take. haha. while she did all tt i bathe n prepare lo..
took cab to momo. cant wait to club!
free entry b4 12pm wen u flash da sms. kinda dump but we did tt anw. Xp
sebas called me b4 i even can dance to the music. duh~ went out again.. from the live band there.. actually the live band there not bad to chill sia.. okok sebas lyon & adrant & a fren the name i forget also + 2 gals.. farnie lo.. so wierd lidat.. haha we went back in a less dan a minute. cudnt wait to dance la..
we shared a jug of volkalime which we finished in less dan 10 mins. 5 mins after.. damn high. *shaking tt ass* =p
sebas joined us fer a while. he got me a tequila shot. my 1st time. erm it's real salty man. making me more thristy. we share half half. got a lil higher.
we managed to squeeze into the dance floor & dance dere along with lyon adrant & his frenz..
herlina got kipnapped by a indonesian ger who ask us to join her n her frenz. im not tt interested so we got seperated for awhile there. den this tall guy in this white shirt ask to dance w me. diao. i tink he damn drunk cuz he keeo going down behind me. -__-
another bunch of guys dancing near me keepp luking also.. den i heard 1 say.. quick la go get her no b4 she disappear! *viv faster turn away n pretent no to hear* haha
den babe came back to join me ceeing me kanna surrounded by farnie ppl.. den i say i wanna go platform.. den again i hear someone say: faster go lei.. i heard she say she wan go platform dance liao. -__- =p notti me.. finally he plucked up enuff courage to intro himself -Tim he say his name was.. 27 yr old.. hm too old fer me.. =x
dance till abt close to 4am i tink.. too high liao lah.. keke
babe slept over at muh place. zzz~

30-10/05 sundae~
the Afternnoon shift was lyk neva ending.. damn tired loe.. met koby after werk.. wanted my dinner of nasi lemak but da queue was too long.. so bought chips instead & drinks instead.
his place was as cosy as he say to be. chatted til dawn. luk lyk zombie again.
haha.

Sometimes life was a bitch. Like now.

2005-10-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

There is always a first time fer everything..
the first time i dint eat anything fer soo long..
had my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner only @ 7 plus todae..
the last meal was 25hrs ago.. i almost faint i think.. hAhaz..
but im feelin much betta now..

thks eBeL for checking up on me.. she's the 1st who msg me ask if im okay when she saw the previous post.. *hugz*
i haf to be jiang qiang.. & move on with my life..
wad the heck saying he been missin out too much of his life for the past 1 yr & he needa find back the 'he' which everybody misses.. wtf
if u're reading this pls get ALL your stuff outta my house as soon as u can. i dont need any of it no more when u said tt sentence which hurt me so very badly..
its time fer you to get back with ya frenz & me to move on with mine..

todae's off day was spent cropping myself up in my room all day.. woke up @ noon den went back 2 sleep til 1800hrs.. power.. feel kinda dizzy due to losing of too much blood i guess.. somemore dint eat anything..
its all coming to an end..
& im gonna be alrite afterall..

wanna be ta sassy bitchy vivien again..

i aint happy; not anymore

2005-10-26T14:45:00.000-07:00

please dont read this entry cuz this entry ends a part of my journey in life..

the feeling so terrible its tearing me apart..

tears flowing heart breaking..

undesired loneliness..

unwanted feelings..

i dont want to be where i am..

i wanna just dig a hole & bury myself inside so i don hafta go thru all these..

i guess bcuz i was too blessed with lotsa people caring fer me..

i neglected the ones who cared in silence..

im sorry i really am..

i just wanna be alone... pls leave me alone..

throat feelin' sore

2005-09-17T23:28:00.000-07:00

hope i'll recover soon so that it wun affect my trip..
thot wud getta rest on next mon & tues coz my AL is from 21-25th.. yet they only plan my AL from 23-25th.. argh.. due to a week we needa werk 44 hrs i hafta werk on mon & tues.. !!! wad the hell!! no choice.. coz got major promo on weekends.. =( gonna start packing muh luggage le..

went to buffalo street to pray pray on thurs.. den went shop shop at bugis.. got a jumper which is quite funky.. lolx gonna wear it to bangkok.. keke

just ate stingray at jurong with dada.. *yummy* k la shall update more wen im free k..

sign off
viv

ok.. i know its been a loong time since i last blogged.. =p

2005-09-13T11:57:00.000-07:00

haha too long neva blog sudd lyk duno wad to write liao..

yest was sharren's last offical day with gior.. argh.. gonna miss her man.. our sexy & understanding supervisor.. hee.. thou tired but still went ahead with d supper with d gior jr team.. took pics which i've yet upload into da comp.. *lazy*
sharren's treat to the sumptious meal which she only took a few bites claimin' she's fat.. omg.. i can NEVA resist good food.. lolx i left early coz my dear was waiting fer me le.. gave sharren a big hug b4 i leave but ensured her tt she will surely catch me tanning muh butt off at sentosa ^^
was super shag coz the nite b4 left shop ard 12am.. due to shifting & opening of d new launches.. = z den needa sign in @ 0930am Asni was lyk.. eh.. seems lyk i only see u a few hrs ago huh? lolx..

[imm sentosa outing]
date: 8th sept 2005
'briefing time': 0830 hrs
venue: jurong east kopitiam

its was a day of fun fun & more fun!! hee!!
it was a day fer me also to tann tann & tann!!
team had breakfast meeting @ je kopitiam.. bus was due to arrive @ 0930hrs
upon arrival the gurlies went to change into sexy bikini's while the guys unload..
stoopik jen gang brought a cannot-work-radio lor.. lolx the gang that was present includes the machos- Ansi the shrek Mario the joker of the day Robin the guest & jen gang the skeleton. the sexay ladies includes Herlina the babe Siti the model Asmani the relaxer Dewi the tomboy Angeline the organiser Jeannie the chaota Amy the blur Sharon the bomb Shuwei the student Lim lee the photographer & last but not least me Vivien the tanner =)
we played silly games lyk -the pillow;
-police & thief is the best! the game goes lyk this.. the dealer pass out cards randomly & each picks 1.. the 2 A's is the thief the King's the police & the others bystanders.. the thief hasta kill 3 bystanders juz by winking at dem.. upon winking the bystanders will say aiya die ah.. after a while so as to keep in suspence who's the thief.. the bystanders will den surrender -open the card.. the police hasta guess who's the thief.. keke.. i was the 2nd round thief.. 'killed' a few.. haha.. keep winking at shuwei den she keep looking blur at me.. after winking 3 times den she get it.. hahahah..
we played a lil of volleyball den coz the volletball too hard we kick soccer instead.. haha.. a few played frisbee..
den the last game was dog & bone.. i was preparing to lie down to tann le lor.. i say dowan.. in less dan 1 minute i was 'handcarried' by dewi & duno who sia.. 1 grabbed my hand n the other grabbed my legs & literally dragged me lor.. a line was divided between the gang.. n my frisbee was the target.. we were assigned nos. organiser was to shout a no. n the guy/ger is to snatch the frisbee b4 the other party touhes u b4 u run back to ur team.. my oppo was asmani.. once i was pushed so hard i landed knee deep into the sand.. argh.. shuwei was another victim of this game.. she was pushed so hard she went facedown.. omg.. she had tears in her eyes.. guess it was pretty bad.. we stop the violent game thereafter..
den it was makan time!! *drool* we had Dewi's mother to cook us chicken wing & bee hoon & satay... Asni's curry puff was damn shiok man..
after making sure they were busying.. i laid down to do my tanning.. guess i kinda fell asleep fer a while.. when i woke up they were playing poker under the shade.. i was swaeting lyk duno wad den i go squeeze a space under the shade also.. haha..
we left shortly after our 2nd makan session.. next activity ktv-ing.. gang took turns to bathe.. naturally the ladies as we take longer.. as there was too many ppl who's gonna bathe.. i as usual bathe outside.. dewi join me also.. haha..
ktving was at chinatown oppo pearl centre the party world..
took turns singing..
i left shortly after 2300hrs..
bonding session was to be continued at werk the next day... hahaz..

that's all folks!
tink i meeting fang to either go tann or shopping le..
guess i still know wad to write after all. =x
till then. take care all.

club momo

2005-08-07T22:56:00.000-07:00

yest went clubbin with muh clubbin' gf -eBeL after werking full shirt @ oga jr.
it is also my last day dere yest.. lucky sales was quite good. kekez.
kinda shag but went ahead due to gonna be transfered to IMM le..

met eBeL outside OG went we took cab straight to momo.. cuz free entry b4 10pm ma =x
music was kinda bOring.. until 1.30 R&B start..
we ordered total 4 jugs of volkalime 1 for 1. $35x2

no place to sit sia.. it's oreadi packed by 10pm lor.. tink bcoz of the free entry ba..
so we chose a not-so-crowded bar to place our drinks.. we shared a jug..
beside me the 2 guys chat me up.. ask us y dont we go dance at dance floor den we say cuz needa luk after da drinks.. & blah blah blah.. the other who at 1st is more shy sudden lyk chatterbox.. haha! den he ask fer my no. i reject him cuz i promised dear to be guai de..

eBeL's frenz arrived at 11.45pm.. 4 galz + 3 guys.. dint know she got ask guys along..
den we headed to da dance floor.. abit high le.. lolx squeeze all the way in.. den damn hot lor.. somemore so squeesy.. i dont lyk so many ppl de.. den i go back to the bar dere to dance.. eBeL wanna stay to acc her 'fren' tt guy duno wad name de.. so i went back alone lor..
noticed the guys oppo me keep luking wen im dancing.. den he offered me drink which i politely decline.. they shd allow the maximum in da club ma.. ar bo no place to walk also sia..

dance dance dance.. den sudd 3 guys who's walking past stop & say wad his fren wanna befriend me.. den i say don need la.. i not interested.. den he ask fer my no. i neva gib of cuz..
eBeL's frenz quite frenly la.. ask me y eBeL neva acc me.. i say nvm la.. it's ok
anyway i lyk to dance alone.. with lotsa place fer my moves! ha!

the other guy who offered me drink more farnie.. he sudd walk towards my direction n gave me a glass.. i was lyk wtf? haha.. the ppl there so farnie wan sia.. mostly stayed near the bar loe.. only lyk the R&B part.. only go low during R&B.. keke =p

you're good! was the comment of the guy standing beside me oppo the bar..
hahaa.. tink i wun be clubbin fer some time ba.. gettin' kinda boring..

today woke up early early to do wad? SUN TANN!!
FINALLY i manged to get muh tann man! owaes i off den rain.. but todae the sun damn hottie man!! =) soo harpie man! tink gonna sun burned le =x

dear reach my place at ard 10+ keep disturbing me until i wake up.. haha
he say he neva drive todae coz his papa need da car.. i sian half man.. coz tink of the journey i lazy liaoz..
anw i woke up to wash up.. bathe & prepare.. caught my papa going down the stairs n stopped him.. ask him if he's gng out.. ask if fabian can use his car cuz we gng sentosa.. he say er.. ok lor.. lolx! tink he worry la..
we reach sentosa at ard 12.30 lidat... den faster settle down to apply muh sun tann oil!!
ate a curry puff & noodles we got from 7-11.. sweat dripping.. we played frisbee for a while..
saw Adeline ex gio jr colleague.. she say she saw me from afar.. chat a lil den she went back to her frenz le..

we tann until a lil after 3 plus.. den we took da tram to the shower place.. wa long queue man.. i dint want to wait so i bathe outside where it's open space but inside the ladies la.. hahaz.. den changed in the toilet outside..

we den headed to OG Albert to collect muh uniform & stuff.. say my last goodbye...
actually wanna go watch moobie but don wanna waste $$ so i say go home instead..
guess wad? i suggested we go jogging.. ha.. unbelievable huh? & we really went.. *faints*
we jog from my place to fajar.. a big round den back to my place.. wa damn shag lor.. da now slping le.. tink me also gonna turn in le.. juz now had korean food at bukit panjang plaza + honey glazed chicken.. damn full! tmr muh 1st day @ IMM.. gonna give a good impression.. we luk like chilli crabs now.. keke.. da luk so delicious.. im gonna go eat him up le.. =p lolx j/k

tink im gonna stop bloggin too.. since not many ppl visits..
well good nite!

The Gang

2005-07-31T22:35:00.000-07:00

today's my 1/2 day @ work. 1100 til 1400 only. envy me eh?
hee.. work was fine. sales was okay. hope our team wins fer the mats' competition! hee!
den each of us can bring one of de cute moo moo mats home. =x

met up with daniel after werk. he was early cuz he riding ma. we went to eat delifrance while waiting fer alvin to arrive. damn full man. hee. ET say he wun be reaching so early so we say mit him @ PS instead. me & alvin took de mrt cuz dan riding. ET arrive not long after we reach..
we watch The Island @ 1600. we sat 3rd roll from the front cuz quite full.
the show was quite nice. i tink its becoz of the yummy titbits we smuggled into the cinema. =x
lucky neck never cramp after de show. haha.
alvin left shortly after the show.. apologised saying he got somethin' on. haha den he msg me say next time den treat me go eat chocolate. *droolin'

left with dan me & ET.. we walk to hmv den to taka.. which i eat again.. omg im soo fat & i still eat & eat.. -.-" cant resist the temptations man..... keke

we walk dan back to PS fer his bike. den we went home le..
i juz got to know it's ET's birthday today! haha.. from friendster.. cuz he dint say ma..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ET~
best wishes!

my dear's in tekong todae. argh feel so empty w/o him.. im gonna gib him a wet wet muacks & a big big hugz tmr!

viv

blog blog

2005-07-23T00:57:00.000-07:00

22th July is me & dar's 300th day together.. hehe lurve u baby!

seems like a loong time since i last blogged ya.. kekez
been real & i mean REAL busy with work lorx.. damn tired shagged STRESS man!!
argh! not enuff rest.. sick also cannot take mc.. blah blah blah..
it's cold, boring & stress.. yet i hafta stay POSITIVE? omg.
how long am i gonna stay tiz way? no time for play no time for friends & most importantly not enuff time to rest..

finally tmr rest! i simply love tis word man! i wanna haf enuff SLEEP go sun tan go haf a good meal & check out de dancing course i'd been hoping to sign up for..

went to chinablack the day before.. well the music was betta tis time round.. hehe
but leh someting happen..
haha.. erm actually tink i abit mabok liao la.. den got these 2 gers wanna pass thru me & dar..
she don tap me she wanna go touch my dar.. *hot* liao i go bang into her.. she & her fren keep luking at me.. i stare back at her
after dancin' for a while more i went to the ladies to freshen up..
guess wad?
saw tt 2 .... char bor...
one was outside.. den she shouted 'joanne! faster come out!'
from the mirror reflection i saw one XX grin to the other XX
wen i was about to leave.. one XX go lyk 'accidently' bum into me.. *HOT*
i damn ANGRY liao! i push her & ask her wad she trying to do.. she say $^*@(%
i also duno wad she %*)&%# also anw.. but i tink i heard ask ur bf to be careful..
thou chinablack ah very black liao my face even blacker.. da thot y i sudd so angry sia.. i told him wad happen & he damn *HOT* also lor. we sat at the bar outside the toilet & waited fer dem to come out..
they went straight to the table & complain to a guy whose reaction was ?!
he dint even bother to look at us in the eye.. no.. duno is don care or scared sia.. lolx
damn angry loe.. i nearly wanna jio her 1 to 1 liao.. hahaz..
dar say he don believe i wil lose to her lorx.. =p coz he say i alwaes bully him so painful.. =x
before tt his frenz nearly got chased out becoz of a fight too.. den he go tell his frenz they say if got any prob juz call dem.. wa.. lyk pia jui lidat sia... muhahahz!
don lemme c dem the next time or im gonna kick her ass man!

unbelievable eh? ha.

gonna go shower liao.. dar complaining le..

short blog

2005-07-11T11:50:00.000-07:00

its really hard to get used to a place when i keep transfering here & dere..
*argh* hao bu rong yi get used to the og @ chinatown now go transfer me to og @ bugis.. -.-'
ohh man i will miss my new found frens there.. =(
but well no choice..
life goes on..
tmr off.. hee soo happy! wanna go sun tann! or shopping!

i cant wait fer our 2nd honeymoon trip da.. lets quickly save up!
lyk i say no matter where we go, as long as we're together.. *smOochies*

momo vs black

2005-07-08T20:12:00.000-07:00

well club momo was okay.. place was big but da music was damn boring fer a period of time..
went with ebel su zhen & liting
there was ah gua show that day. damn farnie! got real girls also la.. some were quite hot thou.. they wore real lil cloth lor.. lucky da dint go.. =x
the ti ko pek beside us keep luking into the cheong sam of the ger parading on the stage.. ee damn gross lor.. feel lyk slapping the stoopik ti ko pek siak..
we left around 2.30am coz da music getting sianz..

miss muh ebel darling~
my hubby jealous liao -box me- *ouch*

ohhh lala

2005-07-05T01:22:00.000-07:00

birthday: lotsa sweet & lovely msgs from all muh frenz ;>
sooo touched soo many rmbr & bothered to at least send me a msg =)
da got me another skirt as bday pressie.. kekez
mel aka my sista got me a hula cap + fox cap from fox..
aunty cindy also got me a skirt from fox..
grandma + mom gave me $$ haha!!
colleagues got me something but i haf yet to see wad it is..

went sentosa to collect muh Islander Card yest.. sundae..
only manage to tann a lil bit as it started pouring after 30 mins.. *argh* luckily we dint apply sun tann oil coz we forget to bring..
the dark clouds were attacking us when 2 girls settled down in front of us & started changing..
just 2 mins after they apply their sun tann.. muhahaha!! it started pouring!! *lolx*
dumb ass! =^

we ran into da individual toilets to change. as da queue was loong.. n i dint apply sun tann.. i change into my clothes only lor.. was dollin' up while this girl beside was combing her hair.. we exchanged a smile & started a conversation.. i asked her if she juz got here.. she say no lar.. i replyed i juz reach not loong ago.. she ask if i wanted to work in a pub.. T.T
she ask me got frenz wanna work coz her wk place short of staff.. haha we exchanged no..
i told hubby abt it.. he diao! haha..

den we took mrt to bugis.. to mit gc & zp.. his kakis.. went to V8 movie cafe to makan.. my 1st time there.. hm food was okay lor.. we left ard 6.30 coz i was rushing for my appointment.. w my manicurist.. wow her place was cool.. really cosy.. rent was 2-3k per mth.. haiz.. how i wish i had a place lidat man.. my nails were nicely done after 1 1/2 hr.. she cud do many designs.. not cheap thou.. i spend 35 bucks for my nailz as a 1st timer.. 15 for cleaning & trimming 20 for da design.. hm.. hope it gonna last.. =x [can c muh cherry nailz pix @ frenster] *wink* its luks like those sticker kind but in fact she drew it one by one worx.. i love being different! keke

well guess da's really tired.. snoring behind me now..
maybe tmr gonna watch war of d worlds.. shall c..

hee.. ssooo loong neva blog.. here's a llooong 1! enjoy!

love,
vivien

happy 9th months dearie

2005-06-25T22:54:00.000-07:00

love euu sweets! <3

tankie may for the top & fang fer the billabong shorts as my bday pressie..
& da fer getting me da forever21 top & sexy white voodoo doll skirt~
might be celebrating my bday @ chinablack tis wed.. still not confirm coz duno how many can make it.. those who r invited pls make urselves free hor! =p
to the fake ebel: wadsup man? use ya own name la.

5 more daes to muh BIG day.. keke! ^^

The Article That Caught My Attention

2005-06-17T14:28:00.000-07:00

Jamaica's Asafa Powell broke the 100m world record.
He broke the record of Tim Montgomery 9.78 seconds.
His time: 9.77 seconds.

IN THE TIME YOU TAKE TO READ THESE WORDS, ASAFA POWELL OF JAMAICA WOULD HAF BROKEN THE WORLD RECORD.

That's so damn cool. haha.. i would neva haf made tt kind of record even if i train fer a lifetime man! lolx! dont say 100m now ask me run 10m i also *pant pant* liaoz.. =x

b.a.k.e.d

2005-06-14T00:18:00.000-07:00

finally i get muh tan! =p and its luking good! yeah!
lolx.. purposely wore a white tube to show off muh tann! hahaz..
da got me a white top at forever 21.. nice!! he paid for it as 'part' of muh bday pressie..
say i cud get some more stuff.. =x yipee~ he's gonna be broke man!! muhahhaaz!
i tried on a army skirt at forever 21.. while i was climbing up da stairs i cud sense tt 2 botak staring.. wtf!! da luk pretty *&^%#$-.. omg~ when i was trying on the super shorty skirt den i realise it was a shorts-skirt.. lolx.. cuz its really damn short lor.. anw i came out of the fitting rm.. was trying to catch da's attention.. saw tt 2 botak staring again.. da muz haf thot y i wear soo short still c0me out when i noe tt 2 idoit luking.. s0 i purposely say loudly tt it was a shorts-skirty la.. well by tt time his face was damn black le sia.. argh.. well so i juz got the top instead..

tried on a jeans jacket at the WH at taka.. but felt lyk i wun be using it so often i decided not to get it.. we had snacks at taka.. crystal jade de bun + chicken wing + cheese ball.. *droolll*
den we went to far east to walk walk den go back to his car le.. haha.. got aim by the birds!! again.. haha ask him not to park @ the somerset dere liao he don listen la! or bi quek!! =p
den we went to chinatown there to return the car to his papa cuz he nids it..
we took bus home from dere..

simply lurve tt top~
simply lurve muh sweets too~

juz wanna check if i open a bbq.. who will be able to make it? maybe on the 25th if possible.. sat..
pls sms & let me know ya?

*poof*

sentosa islander card =p

2005-06-12T23:10:00.000-07:00

duno wtf i go cut muh hair fer sia.. damn regretful.. argh!

yest do OT sia.. after wk still went to suntec de outlet to help out coz they got midnight sale..

but i dint wk till 2am la.. went off ard 10.50pm.. damn shagged sia..

den we went to carrefour to buy some stuff fer tmr's outing.. we got prinkles, fresh strawberries & yogurt & orange juice de syrup.. by the time we slp its ard 2am le.. =z

woohoo.. went to sentosa with dearie, zhan peng, kwok chye & may todae..

it was raining heavily this morning.. thot gonna waste my off day again sia..

there was no sun thou.. but somehow our faces were red.. = x

we played volleyball.. well i was lousy as i usually went to sun tann nia..

argh.. it was painful too when the ball hit my arms.. hahaz..

it was fun thou.. me wanna get the adidas volleyball in red & yellow stripes de..

lyk extinct le sia.. only c ppl playing but don c in the shops 1.. =(

we left sentosa ard 5pm.. before leaving we went to apply fer the sentosa islander card.. keke

den dearie drove to harbourfront coz tt ah chye park his bike dere..

den we went to shop ard coz zp say dere alot of volleyball designs..

not very appealling leh.. i got a frisbee instead.. lolx~

den the 5 of us went to queensway.. had swedish meatball & chicken wings at ikea.. *yummy*

i bought a jeans skirt @ 29.90 bucks at queensway.. saw a bracelet but find it too ex.. so din buy lor..

den we went to eat stingray at boon lay dere.. OMG me & da juz went to eat a few days ago sia..

todae's don taste very nice leh.. maybe too full liao..

den we send zp & may home...

yummylicious~

2005-06-08T21:07:00.000-07:00

woo.. yest went to eat stingray after work sia..
sooo shiok!!
kekez =p

wow.. kool!
muh profile been viewed 2123 times since 02-05-05 til 07-05-05..
lolx..
me wanna learn dancing leh.. keke.. shall luk up on more info..

vivi

workaholic.. sigh

2005-06-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

argh.. if i knew to be senior wud be sooo stress i wud haf not want to be le.. =s

todae joel test me on the figures again.. hahaz.. but finally tis time around i manage to get most of the qn.s correct.. =) coz tt time she ask me 10 qn.s i can only ans 1 siak.. now at least i cud ans 8 out of 10 =p

STRESS!! how i hate tis word. tiz word neva appear until i was under training fer senior..

but well tangs to da being so supportive owaes.. & encouraging
kekez.. =x

love ya sweets~ muackz!

tinking of putting tattoo lehx.. & i wanna pierce muh nose.. soon soon!!

the day b4 went to topshop.. its exclusively fer members only.. kool!
they've change their image.. new clothes too! maybe gonna get de jumper.. but tt time de queue too long siak.. i lazy to try.. me n zhen got take foto there.. dere got a guy helpin' ppl to take.. me & dearie got take too =p

vivi

(.)

2005-06-03T12:07:00.000-07:00

madagascar was nice!! kekez & damn farnie.. i wudn't mind watching it again man..

mt faber was nice.. the scenery was breath-taking.. so lomantic' hor? hee.. dar dar drove there..

yest went to holland v to makan.. when passing by queensway i feel lyk gng to eat the swedish meatball sia.. *drool*.. hehe maybe latta pester da to drive us dere.. =x
jason *sec skool klassmate drove pass de honk at me.. thot who at 1st.. hahaz..
we finished da food den went to the cold storage to buy choco~
haha.. after tt when we pass by the place where we ate dar honk at him back.. lolx

latta going to topshop.. they send me a msg say got duno wad partee~
hee.. wanna go shopping!!

kk gotta go prepare fer work le =)

*poof*

workaholic.. haiz

2005-05-25T11:02:00.000-07:00

been soo damn busy with work i've got no time fer anything!!
=( wanna go tann!!!!
todae ish our 8th month anniversary~
can u all believe it?
hahaz.. its sort of de loongest & stable relationship wor.. =x
tonite feel lyk going to black leh.. been soo long i last went there le..
needa go chill man.. hee
lastly wanna tankie May fer the wonderful treat to Swensens!
and her super early bday pressie! kekez =p

kk shall update when im not soo busy yea?
*smOooChies*
vivien.off.to.work

moobies~

2005-05-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

House of Wax & Amityville Horror is nice leh!
thou i seldom cee horror moobies de.. but the 2 shows nice sia..

aiya nowadays seldom update blog coz now at OGM alot of stuff to do..
todae meet up kuan wah & su zhen to go shopping coz i end work at 6pm ma..
wah meet me outside OG lor.. den we went to City Hall to meet su zhen..
the 1st ting they say when they cee me was you so tann siak~ kekez =p
we went to suntec to eat dinner.. n did some shopping..
den i went to meet dear to go home le..

now gonna go pei dear le..
*poof*

STRESSED-OUT!

2005-05-16T23:23:00.000-07:00

well today's my 1st offical day at OGM..
now dat's my permanent 'home' fer now.. soo sad.. but guess i'd just hafta get used to da new place ba..
Joel's nice.. willing to teach me the things tt i don know.. hope i can make it to senior by July..
kinda stress today.. coz needa learn alot of things.. coz the rest of da week i gotta be independant.. =*(
dear's been supportive all along.. giving words of comfort & encouragement =) tanks sweets~
today alot of con.. damn shagged man..
chinatown alot of food.. *yum yum* tink im gonna grow sideways le.. muhahaz..

yest [sun] went to causeway point to relief coz kelly was hospitalised due to gastric problems..
[sat] also went dere to relief.. yest at causeway got a bulk.. lolx the staff lyk soo impressed coz they say loong time they no haf bulk le.. hahaz.. ask how i make the customer buy 1..

tmr is dear's birthday.. got a little surprise fer him.. kekez.. hope he lyk it
*wink wink*

a lil bit not feelin' so well

2005-05-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

yesterday work OS @ paragon..
went to relief yan fer her to go makan..
supposedly the new staff kristin going to relief de..
budden she not feelin' well so i went instead lorx..
got a bulk dere b4 i went back to paragon.. kekez =x
at paragon got 2 also.. so total 3.. =p

after work yest.. hubby came to fetch me from work..
we were foolin' ard while waiting fer the traffic light to turn green..
shortly after we crossed over the road
a ger approach us claiming she's from mediacorp
ask us if we interested to duno wad la..
so i gave her my no. lor
hubby say she cud reach him thru me..

-cough cough-
juz now sab tell me the next 2 days i'd be at causeway point cuz kelly on MC

tink i betta so rest now le..
tankew my nice neighbour for helpin' me with da bloggy's tag board :*)

*vivien*

so damn tired..

2005-05-10T00:44:00.000-07:00

friday saturday & sunday full shift..
omg damn tired lor.. somemore got weekend crowd..

sat & sun was at OGA.. got 2 bulks.. $224.60 + $151.10

today was at OGP.. got 1 bulk also $247.90

tmr is our giordano junior chalet!! yeah yeah!! finally!!
i wanna go relax & sun tann!! im losing muh tann le siak..

oh ya some bo liao ppl hack my tag board..
alamak y got ppl so free de huh? wil be busy these days so wil do a new one when free ba..
anything can leave comments also k? ^-* or maybe i'l delete de bloggy since lyk nobody reading le.. hm.. shall cee how ba =)

tangz fer visiting thou *wink*

stay pretty for ladies & stay cool for guys~

vivien.signing.off

^^

2005-05-02T19:33:00.000-07:00

shagged man.. 2 full shifts during weekend can really be damn tiring lor..
lucky todae off.. can rest.. =)
tiz week gonna be at suntec city & raffles city instead of paragon..
mardiana the senior shop manager wil be dere.. i work so long neva cee her b4 sia.. hope she not so fierce.. =x
singapore damn sian.. no place to go.. everytime go orchard.. i wan go holiday!!!
tiz month cant spend much.. spend quite a bit these few weeks le..
tt's all fer now..

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2005-04-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

stress.. todae im opening at ogp alone..
hope everything goes well man..

went shopping with fang da day b4 =)
shall update tonite k? juz a short 1 fer now.. gotta run~

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fun fun fun~

2005-04-25T01:14:00.000-07:00

23th April 2005

*fun-filled saturday* ^^

went sentosa to tann tann again~

tiz time round darling's driving!! woohoo~

we set off at ard 1130am..

i wore my new green mango skirt & giodano round neck tee =) nice combi

we reach ard 1pm.. lotsa people ard sia..

the sun was quite hottie..

han qiang was celebrating his bday tt day & ask me to pop by to say hi..

we went to say happy birthday to him den go le..

after which we went east coast..

kinda hungry by then.. we went to da hawker centre to eat..

den drive down to da bicycle rental to rent a bic..

the person say left 1 hr only.. den we ok lor.. my bike for $5 & his $6

in the end he say $8 enuff le.. =p

oohh.. i saw a white bottom *shorts which im tempted to buy..

cuz im tinking can wear to de up-coming chalet ma.. gio junior de..

ooo.. im soo excited!!~

18 bucks.. argh den we cudnt find a atm ard.. in the end dearie drive to de HDB near marine parade fer me to withdraw cash.. in the end i bargain until 15 bucks =x sooo sweet of him not to complain tt im soo troublesome.. i got say if troublesome don buy lor.. he say nvm de... =x

on the way back nearing bt timah i say sudd feel lyk having milo dinosaur..

so we juz turn & went lor..

he eat roti prata me drink nia.. not hungry leh me..

wash clothes till quite late.. somemore da weather damn hot yest..

din really sleep at all... *back aching*

work full shift today.. quite stress at work todae..

had a pep talk with wendy.. thot i did something wrong again sia *worried*

den she say if i wanna promote to senior i muz change my attitude lor.. =S

argh.. soo stress!! but will try ta work hard towards tt goal..

1 ting bcoz da pay good lor.. =) haiz.. gambette!!

after wk darl came to fetch me home.. he 'supposely' suppose to go home tonite de..

but since so late le i ask him stay lor.. he don feel lyk gng home anw =p

juz nw had supper at bt batok.. da block under where alvin used to stay..

me had mee goreng while dearie had roti prata again.. but we exchange coz mine too hot le..

i eat until wanna cry liao sia.. lolx =p

papa went chiang mai.. me & da can hab da room fer ourselves tonite!! oops =x

shall upload da few pics we took at sentosa wen im free k =)

me wanna buy da adidas volleyball leh..

dearie's bday coming up.. needa save up $$!!

dearie driving has improved alot these days.. coz he's been driving me ard ma.. hahaz..

oh ya today's our 7th month aniiversary *25-04-05*

happy 7th month dearie~

lurve ya!

sentosa~ here i come!!

2005-04-23T01:46:00.000-07:00

[22 04 05]
work at OGA today.. bugis de OG.. 2pm to close supposingly..
but sales too bad so was released earlier loe =p
work til 8pm only..
dint inform me earlier.. make me in a rush to get da pair of purple puma shoes i saw earlier on @ bugis village during muh break.. den rush to buy food.. argh~
somemore da stoopik drink dispenser at da canteen out of order sia.. wasei got so suai anot sia..
damn thirsty loe.. no choice cuz starting wk le.. =*9

b4 i start work we shop at Topshop as it was stil early.. saw a bikini im aiming.. kekez *again?!* urps! & i wanted to get a top which they dont haf de size.. ask de sales person if he cuz help me find da size in other outlets cuz i really love tt top! i left my no. to reach me as im running outta time.. he mention his name was tedy so as i cud rmbr wen he calls me up.. he mistaken da color as black.. den i told him tt actually i wanted brown.. as im starting wk in tt few mins he say he cud check & sms loe.. got his sms say no more le.. =( so sad..

went shopping again after 8pm..
while waiting fer dearie to drive me home..
decided to go geylang eat frog porridge.. not de bad la..
den dearie drove me home..

tmr going sentosa tann again!! kekez =p
cant wait! counting down!!
*which bikini to wear tmr lehx? hahaz..

Curlies^^

2005-04-22T00:44:00.000-07:00

20/04/05
woohoo~ went to dye my hair todae..
brown color.. actually wanted to cut de.. den muh hair dresser ask me not to..
say my hair very nice le.. if cut my rebonding wasted le..
tt lead me tinking whether i shd dye my hair cuz its been quite some time i last dyed le..
and muh black hair all growing out le!
decided to dye in the end.. =p 65 bucks i tink stil quite reasonable la hor?
kekez i plus 30 bucks fer treatment so tt my hair wud not be so brittle & dry..
hee.. mary *my hair dresser ask me latta gng where.. i say gng club..
she offered to create a new hairdo fer me.. temp perm.. =x
i say har.. will look old anot.. haha.. she say wun la.. and its fer fun only.. after wash will go back to my rebonded hair le.. hmm interesting huh?
i was so excited with da new hair style i keep taking pics! muhahaz.. once in a life time ok.. =p
she also ask me why not go make double eyelid.. she say hers is go fer operation de..
1500 bucks leh.. hm..
well uploaded muh curlies hair pic to friendster le.. do feel free to pop by ya~

black was quite boring yest.. nothing much to add..
wil update if in demand ba *wink*
do tag if blog hoppin' ya?
^huggies^

shoppaholic~ MANGO!

2005-04-18T01:08:00.001-07:00

17th April 05
ooo.. went shoppin' at MANGO at ngee ann city today.
yest after work went to walk ard.. got 2 tops from cineleisure.. nice!
arggh.. spend $149 at one shot.. bought 2 skirts $75 & $49 and a spag top @ $25
sweets volunteer to pay 50 bucks.. keke so sweet of him =x
while queue-ing up a girl offered me a voucher of $50 at MANGO & say she's selling at $45 cuz she cuz find anything she lyks.. and since im spending more dan tt we bought it from her loe.
today my regular customer came back & her daughters Ashley & Nicole came to say hi to me. hee so sweet of dem hor.. cuz da 1st time da mommy not with dem.. da mommy came by & say hi also den went off le.. they came back da 3rd time & bought over a hundred from me.. =)
today i finally memorise their names le..

went to sun-tan AGAIN with lifang at sentosa on thursday.. [14th April 05]
now my face peelin' again.. ^-* but i dont care cuz i lurve muh tan now man!!
kekez.. wanna go tan next week!!

been spending quite a bit these days on shopping..
last sunday got a linen shirt from Island Shop fer sweets.. 79 bucks wor.. i dint even hesitate to buy cuz i knew he wud look suave in it. kekez =p
finally went to get my da bright bright yellow pierre cardin bra!! at 1st hesitating cuz find it quite ex.. budden hack care lar since i lyk it soo much!!
den i realize i cant bear to get my own stuff tt cost much lesser dan dat shirt i got fer him..
haha.. see i soo nice to him.. dont owaes say i bully him okay?!

bought a bling bling slipper from ripcurl a few days ago..
& sweets got me da ripcurl rainbow strips wallet as a surprise too *muackie*

nowadays sweets been da chauffeur.
kekez =p

tmr working at west mall atrium
hope its gonna be fun!

2005-04-12T23:22:00.000-07:00

woke up at o710 hrs..
daMn damn shagged.. took cab to west mall fer the 1st day of the atrium sale..
todae set up the wagons dat's why soo early.. mayer, sharren & shushi all present.. *stress*
peepz u shd go check it out! tings r gng as cheap as 6 bucks fer tees & 15 bucks fer pants..
but well i dint get any thou.. lolx~ not muh type man! kekez =p
atrium's fun cuz u getta know alot of new frenz.. but *grrr when those aunties go dig under the pile of clothes u juz neatly fold.. i gave up folding after some time.. hahaz..

i had a sumptious feast yest nite at newton~
tanks to da treat from weihong~ hahaz..
we had a super duper BIG lobster, deep fried baby squid, stingray & kangkong.. *pat tummy*
damn full sia.. den he drop me off under my block den went back to camp le..

these few days hadnt been good fer me..
guess due to the nights i woke up fer no reason & cudnt get back to slp.. *ponders..*

i agree its true when people say it takes 2 hands to clap..
dat in a relationship a couple shd owaez gib & take..
but now..
he's giving too much & im taking too much..
im sick of a relationship when im too much in control..
i dont lyk people giving in to me when they feel they r not in the wrong..
to say sorry & apologise..
i cant take no more of tis...

*contradicting*

congrats to him tt he finally got his license.

i guess dat's all fer now..
i jest wanna me myself once again..
to be the happy-go-lucky sunshine gal vivien..

yip[ee] yipee yeah~

2005-04-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

FINALLY
I GOT MY TAN!
HAHAZ..
WENT TO TAN AT JURONG EAST SWIMMING COMPLEX ON WED.
NOW LEH.. KANA SUNBURNT. ^ARGH^
PEELIN' IN DA MAKING
MUHAHAZ.
BUT WELL I LOVE MUH TAN MAN! =X

NOWADAYS DINT SLEEP WELL.. DUNO WHY ALSO..
HOPE WILL BE ABLE TO SLEEP WELL 2NITE..

CHAO TA VIEN-
SIGNING OFF.

wanna go sun tanning!

2005-04-06T11:21:00.000-07:00

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Friendster Horoscope for April 6, 2005
Horoscope for Cancer [June 22- July 22]

The Bottom Line
Your mind is wandering like a ship without a sail. What you need now is an anchor.

In Detail
After yesterday's dilemma, and last night's sweetness, you're not quite sure what you're feeling. But it is wonderful to be feeling something, isn't it? Still, you're wearing your rose-colored glasses again, so you might want to ask a dear one for advice -- yes, again. Hey, think about it. You've certainly done your share of listening to them lately, haven't you? Now it's your turn to do the talking.

wanna go sun tanning! maybe go pasir ris the wild wild wet!
tonite maybe gng chinablack.. shall cee how la.. =p
*poof*

nUmb-ed

2005-04-03T23:58:00.000-07:00

well..
feeling kinda fark-ed up recently..
also duno why..
bought a new pillow yet cant sleep well enuff..
guess i prefer the old one betta -da 1 which he drools on every nite..
met up with weihong last nite.. =) still tt criminal face.. muhahaz..
we chatted at the 24hr kopitiam near my hse.. which after he went boat quay with zhebin they all.. i tink i was home ard 12am..

todae's lydia's last day at paragon.. celine's gonna switch over here..

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lolx.. so free sia ta people.. =x

ended work at 6pm.. met merlinda to go shopping.. kekez =p
she went to rebond her hair at 259.. 100 bucks.. not bad but duno whether will it last anot..
i bought a g-string again.. omg! from women'secret.. hee got sale la ok..
i tink one dae i wud go broke from buying g-strings sia.. =x but how? no choice leh they're soo irresistable!! *giggles*
bought a pair of earings which look lyk metal balls.. kinda cool.. got it at a far east boutique..
actual 12.90 de.. the guy say import from korea.. kip persuading to get the other pair but me dowan cuz not the 1 i was looking fer.. tis 1 look very normal den lyk 12.90 not so worth it ma.. den he say negotiable.. he say gimme 20% since i lyk it.. den i say still ex leh.. haha so he gimme 30%.. muhahaz! so in the end only 9.60.. merlin bought a dangling 1 usual 12.90 den the guy say charge her 10 bucks lor.. latta den she found out tt i only got it fer 9.60.. hahahaz.. she damn cute sia.. the guy was good.. i mean do sales la.. he partner of the shop so he lyk ask us fer suggestion on wad kinda designs n accessories we prefer to cee in ta shop.. so he lyk ask if we wud lyk to leave our contact so he can ring us on if there r new arrivals lor..

its really fun cuz we neva actually go out shopping before ma.. =)
cant wait fer the next shopping trip with her man! kekez
may she find her 'mr right' soon!

tings between me & fabian are cleared now..
hope tis'obstacle wil not stand in the way..
wish me good luck!

a *hugz* fer the peep dat r feelin' down.

-vivien.signing.off-

swissotel merchant court

2005-03-26T12:45:00.000-08:00

250305 -friday-
today's our half a year anniversary le wor..
wah seems lyk soo long le lidat.. *lolx*
2day also my mOmmy's birthday.. bought her a perfume & lipstick from Esprit..
yesterday i got myself a polo ralph perfume at 20% discount coz aiya also long story.. hahaz the gal working at the promotion counter ask me if buy clothes at my shop got discount anot i say come find me i gib her lorx.. den i tinking wanna get the perfume anot coz smell nice leh.. after tt den she tell me can gimme 20% discount lor.. den i very tempted liao.. kekez den i told my colleagues abt it den they also wanna get.. so during my break i go buy 3 bottles.. kekez =p
my papa went to hat yai & my jie jie went to KL sia.. left me all alone in spore.. =x
dis morning da make a special breakfast fer me.. using hotdoggies & crabmeat.. haha.. so cute sia.. he make the words I LOVE YOU.. =p
den he woke the sleeping beauty from her sleep to cee his 'master piece' *urps*
i damn sleepy sia.. i gave him a hug den went back to zzz..
actually planning to go sentosa 1.. but i nua until abt 1pm.. so in the end dint go lor..
change to jurong da swimming complex instead.. coz nearer ma.. but leh we reach dere lyk gonna rain liao.. fuck sia.. everytime lidat 1 leh.. off den no sun.. no off the sun so big.. argh~
we dip in da water fer awhile den went off le.. saw 2 kids i used to teach in harmony childcare.. the elder 1 recognise me the younger 1 lyk blur blur.. maybe bcoz i in muh bikini.. muhahahz..

went home to take a bathe before heading to swissotel fer our buffet dinner..
todae duno why muh mood lyk not very good..
we reach abt 7pm.. our stomach was rumbling by den..
da food was nice.. esp the duno wad lobster & crabbies.. the desert i lyk the cheese cake most.. had 2 slices of it.. darn! the sit-ups i did those previous nites all gone to waste le.. kekez =x
eat until i damn full.. we left ard 9pm den took some pics.. & since it was still early we walk to boat quay.. it was full moon 2nite i tink.. so de atmosphere quite nice lor..
we den walk to city hall dere to take 190 home..

sassybitch snored at 12.45pm

2005-03-21T00:12:00.000-08:00

we went ice-skating at jurong east last thursday..
haha.. i thot dear cant skate.. wa kao he quite pro siak.. lolx
thot i can 'show' him to to skate de.. turn out he skate so well.. *paiseh sia*

before that we went to IMM..
went to bossini find En En my ex bossini In Charge.. cuz tt time she pregnant..
a ex colleague say she transfer to Jurong Point le.. *diao*
bought a box at Daiso..
got stock from giodano for my customer la.. so ma fan.. go all the way dere to get fer her siak..
good sales ger hor? =x

ice skating was fun siak.. esp with ya loved ones.. kekez =p
alot of ppl thou its a thurs.. i tink bcoz its skool holidays ba.. alot of kids lorx..
but leh very fun.. kekez

work suxs todae.. feel lyk changing job sia.. i hate it wen ppl dont appreciate wad i do..
fuck man.. in charge den everyting rite la.. where is the justice man? haiz..

bangkok trip 04.03.05-06.03.05

2005-03-10T13:11:00.000-08:00

1st day [040305]
wow.. where shd i begin?
its the 1st time im travelling w/o my family.. cool!
kinda kan chiong at 1st cuz not really familiar with the procedures when we r at the airport..
we went early just in case lor.. anyway is free seating ma =p
my dad drove us from bugis to the airport & we had an early lunch before broading the plane.
we bought a big packet looking of marlboro menthol lights! damn cool man. it contains 10 packets of 20 cig each. 200 cig in total.. =x and we r only suppose to take 2 packets/per person back to spore only. diao~ but its only 19 bucks lor.. spore 1 pac oreadi abt 11 bucks liao leh.. oops! but da promise not to smoke after he finish the 2 packets anw. ha!
wa piang den ah in order to finish the cig we before food smoke after that smoke go out only smoke dont want to smoke also smoke.. lolx! we gave away abt 3-4 packs of cigs to those smokers since we cant finish it all ma..
we took a cab from the airport to our Asia Hotel.. 300 baht + 50 baht fer highway charge den we give the driver 50 baht fer tips lorx..
we check in den went to our hotel room no. 920
argh when we opened the door it was real messy lor.. the bed wasnt made.. dear got pretty fed-up.. we called the staff at the lobby to send someone up to clean up lor..
when they arrived they dint appear sorry & yet rude.. dear den kinda angry le den i say nvm la.. im cool! haha.. cuz their job also not easy ma.. i ask dear after they clean up gib them tips and apologise lor.. =)
woah it luks real diff after the 'make-over' siak.. kekez we quickly changed into more casual clothes den we took the skytrain to Sala Daeng Station.. the train so short den the track so long.. muhahaz.. but 1 good thing is bcoz its human operated.. cuz got once we were walking up the stairs den it was closing den it opened fer us to let us enter.. kekez good hor?
we shopped at papong where all the bars r located.. wa piang! wad pussy ping pong show.. *faints* den the gers on the pole dancing all wear bikini 1 siak.. urps!
before that we went to the opposite shopping mall called Central to eat A&W~ cool leh i thot extinct liao.. haha we got take picture also.. =D cuz we only ordered curly fries & root beer float we still kinda hungry lor.. so we went to eat at the Japanese restaurant cuz we dont dare to eat those food stalls by the road.. erm a bit not very hygenic lor.. the noodle at the japanese restaurant made me drool sia.. lyk chao mian but damn nice & cheap lor! dear eat soup de chilli noodle. im still kinda hungry coz the noodle mostly only full of veggie so we ordered a 2nd plate to share. tink the thai ppl lyk to eat veggie alot cuz the food stalls we passed by the food they eat ah full of veggie 1..
at 1st we dont really know how to lower the price (bargain) cuz not used ma.. den when we know we kana (tok) meaning the price was so much lower at the other stalls.. we cut the price by almost half siak.. lolx until the person say nono.. i cry i cry.. --" den i say i no money also i cry i cry.. muhahahaz~
our hands were tightly glued together all the way cuz it was really crowded & unsafe out dere..
but i tink the ppl dere rather grab my da den grab me cuz they alot of 'wierd' ppl *ah gua, gays*
i bought a lota stuffs fer friends relatives family collegues & muh dear~ he also bought lotsa stuff fer me too! actually we dint even calulate how much we spend on each other =) sometimes i paid fer the tings he lyk and sometimes we got me the stuff tt i lyk.. hee soo sweet hor? =p
we really shop n shop n shop siak.. but i tink our time was well spent.. it was near to bk time 10 or 11 when we were abt to return to our hotel.. den i say tis guy lyk moving mannequim from the car den i stop to c lorx.. we were pretty lucky coz they were juz abt to set up their 'stalls'
it was lyk they were fighting fer a place fer their goods lor.. it was on the floor thou.
really is night bazzar sia open so late.. but it's only fer a few hours coz its limited stock 1.. usually free size & no new piece this kinda thing 1.. we left ard 12 plus 1 coz everything ppl buy finish le.. lucky we din leave early siak the things damn cheap cheap lor..
we went back to the hotel to bathe.. all sticky & sweaty by tt time.. we soak in the bathtub fer awhile den change into casual tees to go 7-11 buy titbits & drinks.
we turn in soon after tt. *oinkz*

next day.. [050305]
early morning we woke up to taste the hotel's breakfast.. bk time abt 8am..
*yummy* not bad siak the food.. buffet ma.. kekez
both our tummy not very good.. i tink my stomach not used to their tom yum kung.. everytime i eat after tt i stomachache. hahaz.
after tt we went out to smoke. den the tuk tuk driver ask us want to take tuk tuk anot. at 1st we politely decline cuz my fren say not safe.. *pss really not 'safe' siak.. we were planning to go chaktuchap the weekend market ma.. the driver say 20 baht can bring us dere.. we were considering cuz skytrain each is abt 20 baht ma.. but we were thinking where got so good right?
the air was cool instead. we thot it was going to be sunny so we wore tees & shorts. in the end we end up shivering cuz the tuk tuk was a opened-air vehicle. the stoopik tuk tuk driver den say will bring us to 2 places 1st cuz chaktuchap opens ard 11am. both r gems gallery.. the 1st 1 when waiting 4 it to open we decide not to go cuz it luk unsafe. hahaz.. when we went out n say we r not interested he luk kinda angry. so we say ok 30 baht we go dere straight.. but he's pretty persistant lor.. insisted on bringing us to the 2nd gem gallery. no choice ma.. unless we wanna jump outta the tuk tuk la.. cannot be wad right? so we went in lor.. at least tis one luks safer & there r tourist ard..
guess wad? dear got me a ring from there.. white crystal.. ohhh how much i lurve it!
thou its not ex but i really really love it! i love my fabian more! kekez =p
the tuk tuk dint wait fer us to come out wor.. we guess they haf commission by driving ppl dere ba.. since we did purchase something from the shop they got a private driver to drive us to the place we're going.. chaktuchap here we come!
it wasn't really crowded at the time.. at 1st we thot it was only as big as bugis village.. we got a lot of stuff from dere.. fer me.. i got lotsa earings & bags.. yipee! shopping is fun! esp when it soo cheap!! it seems they love animals esp dogs! their dogs r really well-groomed too. oohh.. the little rabbits were pin with hair accessories & ribbons! so kawaii neh~ i ask if we cud take pic the stall owner say cannot.. gu gu bird.. i tink bcoz it was illegal to do tt or don wan ppl to steal the idea ba. the only food we tried tt was from the stalls was the fried big egg which i persuaded dear to try, coz i tried tt in the pasar malam at jurong pt tt time. hm.. most of our stuff we got were from there. we end up having to buy a big shopping bag to put all the stuff we bought inside. hahaz. and dear offered to carry it coz its kinda heavy. we cudn't bear to go but we haf to go our next destination -MBK~
when we came out to luk fer the way to take the skytrain. we den realised how BIG chaktuchap was! it was more dan 10 times of bugis wor! lolx.. den we continue walking fer awhile more.. =x
we thot it was at the other end, instead it turned out to be where we were initially. lolx. everytime we stop to ask fer direction the ppl there din hesitate to help us. thou some cudnt understand wad we were trying to say..
we followed the guard's instruction and made our way to the station (Mo Chit).
we den took the skytrain back to the hotel to put all the stuff tt we bought. rested fer abt 10 mins den we went down to haf our late lunch. not very nice & quite ex. i keep telling dear i wanna go eat the japanese mee b4 we go back spore.. took the skytrain to (siam) which we alight. we went to eat at the japanese restaurant again. urps. miss the dish man! went to visit their Warner Bros hm.. the things very expensive there..
upon reaching MBK we found out tt it was actually a shopping centre we sian 1/2. hahaz.. tink bcoz we lyk to shop those markets more le. more stuffs to buy ma.. hm we walked around 4 a while coz we cudnt decide where to go le.. i den saw tis lovely rose which has 2 diff shades. sooo sweet of da to get it fer me. kekez we left after that.
we took out the map & remembered the (suam lum market) which i circled back at the hotel. tink i rmbr my fren telling me to go dere if i had the time. outside the MBK shopping centre we tried to luk fer someone to ask fer direction. den we saw tis uncle who can speak a lil english. communication was kinda difficult until he asked us where we were from. lolx. it turn out he cud speak chinese. hee.. he den pointed to us the direction & how to get there by walking.. he say not very far la.. but ah actually quite far siak.. but nvm la excercise lor.. =p
we walked closed to 20 mins.. past the lumphini park. wow the park is as big as our botanic park siak.. hahaz..
*excited* coz its our last nite in bangkok le.. tis (suan lum night bazzar) is also lyk the chaktuchap we visited tt morning.. but tis is much smaller & but cleaner.. dear got 2 tops & boxers fer his bro-marshall & joewi. the thai boxers quite cool. after which all his S$300 n muh S$300 r spent by den. dear den go change another S$50. i got a tube dress & a bikini dere.
we also bought lots of food stuff (that's edible-hygiene) lyk the sugared banana, mango strips & some other stuff i've neva seen b4. hahaz..
i tink we left a lil around 11 plus.. so as in order to catch the last train back..
we walked the 20 mins back.. & arrived at papong.. dear thot it was siam but it was actually papong. got us both confused. =D there were stalls & we cudnt resist not browsing. kekez there we got a money holder each. i chose him a cool looking chivas design & mine's a playboy. the 1 i chose fer him damn cool man the design! everytime we went back.. our hands were full..
the took the skytrain again back to our hotel.. i suggested going fer the massage since we're leaving tmr le.. dear's left with 200+ baht so i change another 200 baht fer the massage coz its 200 baht per person. the massage was ok lor.. i was kinda uncomfortable with a lady massager fer dear at a point of time bcoz of the physical thingy. but nvm la since over le.. coz we were given clothes to change to. den i ask dear needa take off everything or wad? den i heard giggles in the next 'door' (a cloth away) wierd ma i speaking chinese leh.. lolx oops after tt den i realise the next door were also singaporeans. so pai seh siak.. (^.*)~
we smoke den bought cup noodles & drinks back to the hotel. at that time we were still left with quite a few packets of cigs. i saw some guys smoking that were abt our age den i ask dear gib dem lor.. arbo we also cannot finish ma.. they were friendly & shake hands & asked where we were from.. dear was the 1 toking la.. kekez den we went back to enjoy our noodles! *yummy*
the bathtub was rather small but well it was still enuff fer the both of us =x

going back to spore le =( [060305]
we had a real nice sleep last nite~ by the time we actually woke up.. we missed the free delicious hotel's breakfast.. hahaz =p
coz its only a while before we hafta leave fer the airport so we dint travel far.. actually me wanted to go eat the japanese noodle de! lolx but too troublesome le la.. so we settled our brunch at the restaurant next to the one we eaten the day before near the hotel 1 lor.. hmm the tom yum prawn damn shiok siak! hot & spicy.. den we left still left with abt 35 baht den on the floor got the auntie sell earing so we spend the rest there lor.. brought 2 round earings.. kekez
den we went back to the hotel to rest & kill time.. hm da was cheeky b4 we left the hotel.. lolx! we checked out ard 12 plus lor.. got our 2000 baht fer deposit back.. haha richer by the 2000 baht but we leaving liao.. diao -.-'
we book a taxi fer 700 baht! damn ex sia duno why da agree on the price. but well since we left tt amount ma so spend lor.. the ride was abt 30 mins to the airport.. after we settle our luggage we went to eat Burger King at the bangkok airport..
the trip back we were both zZzz-ing lyk babies.. coz too tired le..
we arrive at spore ard 6.35pm.. da's family came to fetch us siak.. da's papa drive a long time b4 we found a place to eat.. den we went to his place den i went home after tt.. -shagged by den-

fabian says:
[tis trip let me learn a lot frm u..esp when we spend every single moment together..tat is the life im yearning for...the trip made me wanna treasuse u even more]
vivien says:
[im really touched when he told me tiz at msn a few daze ago.. tiz trip has indeed brought us closer even more.. coz we were on our own & he took great care of me.. love you loads darling~ *sMooChies*]

time really flies..

2005-03-01T10:59:00.000-08:00

just 2 more days to our trip to bangkok..

i rmbr the last time it was abt a month to the trip..

time really flies huh?

hm.. it's also been some time i last blogged.. half a month..

guess im lazy ba..

and irritating ppl who come here to tag rubbish & criticize *sHoO*

i dont need you here.

dearie pretty pissed off by the person who tag.

well maybe juz someone ppl who wanna break us up..

aiya anw it doesnt affect me a bit..

things hadnt been really smooth fer me lately i guess..

friends.. work..

i guess i need a break from everything else..

haf some time fer myself.. (>.<)~

argh.. gotta prepare fer work soon..

shall tag again when im free~

*poof*

Happy Valentine's Day

2005-02-15T09:12:00.000-08:00

argh.. we agreed not to get anything fer each other this valentine's day de..
cuz we needa save up fer the trip..
den he leh..
go and buy the guess watch fer me yest...
i was caught surprised..
i thot he buy bracelet fer me cuz he was measuring my wrist ma..
diao~
so expensive lor.. $169!!
next time cannot tell him wad i lyk liao *kekez*

this year was special cuz no flowers =p
aiyo buy don need buy on valentine's day de ma.. so ex..
i say rather go swensen eat ice-cream siak..
yest got work somemore so dint really celebrate..
cee la.. he go buy den i neva get anything fer him..
nvm latta i go cee.. get a few thongs fer him.. muhahahz~

signing off, vivien
[wanna thanks dear fer the lovely watch he got me] *mUackz*

-UK FAIR-

2005-02-10T23:55:00.000-08:00

-giggy- muhahaz~
the ride was damn powderful man. rotating + 360 degree.
me and dear lyk like zombie after tt.. lolx~ cuz we juz ate a lil b4 tt ma.. =p
waited a hour plus fer fang & des lar! wa kao.. *bleh*

hm before tt we went to giodano shop shop.. cuz wanna buy sweater den can wear during work ma.. sometimes the aircon so cold.. den tried on da 2 spag tops [new color].. not bad so got 2 lor.. dada paid fer de sweater cuz he wan me to tink of him when i wear it. kekez.
now total i haf 9 diff color of spag tops from giodano liao.. hahaz.. lyk collecting muh g-string lidat siak..

the ride made us so uncomfortable until we had to stop to take a break.. den i wanted to ride the bumber car.. thou quite ex so we only played once lorx.. the little boy who bump us stuck his tongue out at us.. so i kip aiming him lor.. muhahaz [big bully]

we went to causeway point to eat pizza hut.. wa piang damn full siak.. lucky desmond can eat.. the total bill was 52 plus so we spilt lor.. i paid fer his share since he got the sweater fer me.. must gif & take ma.. if not he gonna broke liao.. kekez.

todae was supposed to go sun tan de.. set alarm at 10am.. we both went back to zZz after tt.. muhahaz.. finally i woke up at 1pm cuz fang call me ask wad im doing todae..
i say after gng to his *fabian's auntie house bai nian den go the Uk fair..

we took 963 from causeway since it pass by my hse n fang's.. in the end i invited dem to come my hse fer a while lorx.. we took some pictures.. kekez.. will upload to friendster soon ya?

as fer tmr.. gonna work.. sux man.. =(
cuz now still abit giggy hope tmr i'll be feeling betta~
so now gotta go get a bathe & wait fer muh dear dear to come online

*poof*

whoo~

2005-02-06T21:53:00.000-08:00

26 more days to our honeymoon~ *giggles*
march 4th-6th 2005.. will be going to bangkok =)
lotsa shopping to do! gonna shop eat shop eat!!
lolx.. chinese new year's around the corner le~ here's wishing all friends a happy and prosperous new year!
bought all muh new year clothes le *hee*
just yest muh dada got me da roxy wallet from quiksilver *hops around* hahaz
den the day b4 he got moi a bouquet of sunflower..

now gonna go help da highlight his hair le~ muhahaz!
here i come!

- honeymoon -

2005-01-31T13:38:00.000-08:00

haha.. we planning fer our honeymoon trip to thailand~ muhahaz!
its during march so we still got time to save up fer da trip *wink*

wa nowadays i spend quite alot on clothings siak.. brought a 51 bucks top from UNITED COLORS OF BENETTON and yest brought another top from MISS SIXTY. the top was 130 bucks b4 discount.. hahaz i was lyk wah~ lucky they got sale n tt top got 70% discount.. 39 after discount.. so it wasnt so bad =p tt day at far east got tiz white top fer 29.. white in color.. quite sweet lor the top.. tink wearing fer chinese new year.. =)

work been quite stress lately.. and the crowd been damn scary too..

love has been good between me and my dear fabian =) we trash tings out rather dan sulking alone.. lolx.. haven been clubbing fer awhile.. kinda tired everyday after work..

the sun is shinning so brightly.. maybe i shall go get muh tan now!

tataz..

sassyvivien.flutters.off

3 more days to our 4th month anniversary~

2005-01-22T00:20:00.000-08:00

our favourite supper hangout
near boon lay shopping centre.. at least go dere once a month to eat da stringray *drool*
tt was a few days ago.. cant rmbr da date thou =)

-fridae- 21.01.05
hehe.. wa lyk very long dint blog le leh.. hahaz
hm work really sux nowadays worx.. kip kana ->aimed<- outta no reason..
so damn friggin tired siak..
bought a *fourskin* tee fer 36 bucks.. fer our 4th month anniverysary lor.. cuz he aiming tt tee fer sometime le..
den somemore got bonus.. thou so lil.. but at least better dan nothing lorx..
its seems soo damn fucking long since i last went fer a real shopping trip le....
todae got a bulk of $500+ cool~

-saturday- 22.01.05
off day.. maybe gng east coast ride bicycle again =p
b4 tt maybe go c doctor 4 da 'lyk rashes' under muh chin.. =(
sob~ pain pain leh.. da skin lyk peeling off lydat..
if sunny sunny den can go tan tan lorx.. kekez
oh ya on last count my no. of g-strings+thongs is 54 woohoo~ way to go~

*tonite nobody's gonna droolz on muh pillow.. muhahaz =x

-eAsT c0aSt paRk-

2005-01-17T23:39:00.000-08:00

hee~
we reach east coast at about 4pm.. den we went to walk around..
dada bought a bikini fer me.. [d 1 im wearing in my friendster pix]
as i owaez go d bikini store buy d person charge cheaper lorx..

we paid 20 bucks fer 2 bicycles for 3 hours.. quite cheap rite?
so we can cycle until 7 lorx.. kekez =p
it was quite fun.. we cycle until near d bedok jetty to take a break..
took alot of pix.. kekez.. which i jest uploaded to friendster =)

we had chocolate caramel coffee delight *drool* n pure chocolate ice blender..

we left around 7 plus..

oOo surprise! oOo

2005-01-12T12:25:00.000-08:00

hee.. my sweet dear brought me da brown & white g-string from topshop fer me yest..
kekez.. he say he was so embrassed cuz he was d only guy in da queue lorx.. =p
he also got the da i-find-quite-ex-tt's-y-dint-get d earings from topshop fer me too..
argh* soo sweet of him ya?
he scared me cuz he lyk so secrective when he whispering into my ears.. saying..
santa say he was late.. and ask me to pass u this.. kekez
thou quite silly [oops] but its soo sweet lor..

after much debating on where to eat.. we finally decide to haf 'dinner' at swensen juz beside d crown prince.. lolx cuz dear eat le so onli i eat lor.. hm d fish & chips horx.. i tink i rather da pao from my hse dere d market even nicer.. =x but leh the ice-cream was delicious~ sticky chewy chocolate! *drool drool drool* whole table my saliva le.. =p

todae's my off day~
tonite tink going black... =) hope its gonna be fun!

our special day

2005-01-10T01:30:00.000-08:00

03-01-2005
*- fabian & vivien -* our 100th day together.
i brought a chocolatey truffle cake from takashimaya.
went over to my boi boi's new place over at seng kang. damn far ya?
ate dinner at his place. his mama stil aint very 'friendly' lehx.
took pictures with his bro- marshall~ he's soo cute!

05-01-2005
[o f f d a y]
went outta shoopin' with my buddy lifang.
watch 'meet d fockers' at ps.
farnie show. nice. its lyk been a very looong time me & her watch moobie together le lorx.
was suppose to meet Jovi they all to go black de.. but they last minute put my areoplane. *grr*
so ask fang wanna go anot lor.. since we very long dint go clubbin' le ma.
she ask her boy he say ok so we went ahead lor.
da queue was not very long so we entered quite early.
saw quite a few ppl.. carol.. weiming.. su zhen came in later with her ite frenz =)
music was good all round. was dancing with fang den sudd got tiz fucking idoit kip buaing me. argh* gross man. he shd haf at least seen his own face in da mirror. think again. better not. wait d mirror break how? muz pay know? lolx.
so i move all d way in. guess wad? he also move in. wa piangz *faints*
i kip avoiding him le. cant he get d hint?!
while dancing den got some guys 'lyk dance beside me'
i think abt 5.. den 3 wanted my no. which i rejected w/o even considering lo.
just b'cuz my da isnt around the more i shd be good ya.
left around 2 plus.. went 7-11 buy drink den took cab home with fang.

nowadays i find work sux. cuz leh kana scolded fer nothing.
what da fark man. argh. but leh got choice meh? haiz..

well well luking forward to my off day on wednesday. chinablack?
hee.. been quite some time since i last update my blog har? but i've upload some pics in my friendster. my new hairstyle. some say lyk doll. lolx.

miss ya all~ *huggies*

a brand new year for me

2005-01-02T23:28:00.000-08:00

cool!
i've been comfirmed as a full time staff at giodano junior le~ as at 01.01.05 but i only gotta know todae when ann tell me tiz good news.. kekez =p
*yipee* so far the new year's been good la horx.. hope it remains de same ya?

well yest actually working full shift de.. but due to the hours i've extended they let me off at 7.15 loe. hehe.. den went to find da n his palz at lucky plaza.. geok chye, zhan peng & gary.. went shopping together.. they saw my g-string n they say nice undies ^-^ diao~
i damn pai seh man.. but they r a fun bunch la.. =)

juz now after sending my boy to de bus stop.. when i was crossing de road.. tiz guy kip looking at me loe.. hahaz.. den i jay walk ma.. he turn to c which way i walk i tink.. coz he appear under my block.. i guess he was driving ard fer some time ba.. scare de hell outta me man.. hahaz.. he say i luk cute. oh man. im my home clothes? *faints*

anyway tml's my off day. so gonna sleep late. hee~

good day all!
*muacks*

rebonded muh hair~

2004-12-28T23:36:00.000-08:00

yipee~
finally me went to rebond muh hair le!
at tiong bahru siak.. so far.. & so expensive... *broke broke*
hm.. heehee me cut muh fringe too neh! *urps* look lyk doll lidat.. muhahaz!
spent $205.80 after 30% discount.. actually 280 de wor.. ^-^

todae also my rest day.. hahaz.. really is rest day man.. i slept until abt 1pm lorx.. *oink*
damn tired man.. workahoLic le.. damn! how come muh pay only $992!!! when i work on PH?!! haiz..

hee.. shall upload pic of muh new hairstyle asap!
dont expect too much coz it not lyk the usual hairstyle 'vivien' wud go for..
but wad da heck! new hairstyle fer a new year! *giggles*

rox on babes & hunks~

golden tanned me

2004-12-25T11:59:00.000-08:00

hee.. finally got muh tan! tt day off day went to tan at jurong east.. on wed 22/12
da sun was not very hot but still somehow manage to get muh tan. kekez
actually wanted to go take 187.. coz me wanna go 259 den if take 180 will reach bt panjang plaza only. bu zhi bu jue walk until bt batok area le. muhahaz! *siao hor* den since near batok so decide to walk to near west mall dere da bus stop take bus lo.
alighted at 259 da pao duck rice go home eat. but only eat half a packet den no appetite le. duno why nowadays lidat.
den we went to choa chu kang de k box. me still no appetite. dardar eat long john silver me eat da waffle fries only. entered k box ard 8 plus. dardar say my singing very nice.. <- he type 1..
den got once i went to da ladies den got dis idoit 'sorta' call me. i ignore coz he not familiar lo. den he keep oei.. so i turn lo. he say i luk familiar. i say i dont tink so lo. wa kao. nowadays still got ppl use dis type of technique to know gers 1 meh. so old fashion loe. damn was he irritating.
coz i went to da ladies alone ma. b4 i exit i cud even hear him toking outside le. coz i delay abit wishing he wud go away. argh* he dint leave lo. me walk out he called me again. say wad i really luk familiar. AHH! fark man. cant he leave me alone. if i got bring my mobile i sure call dardar lo.
i was soo pissed off man. i enter da room with my face black. den i told dardar wad happen. he quite angry too.. haiz spoilt our day lo. hm we sang until abt 1 plus 2 lidat.. den took cabby home le..

23/12 red alert.

24/12 went to causeway point. can u believe vivien stayed at home & dint go countdown? hahaz.. when i came home ard 9 plus my mom asked.. neva go countdown? i say stay at home watch dvd betta siak. thx to all da peepz fer da lil gifts.. esp aunty cindy's bikini from sheer romance. hope dar lyk da Armani Exchange tee i got fer him. =*wink*=

25/12 Christmas Day cum our 3rd month anniversary.
working as usual but left earlier due to excess of hours. ronald delivered a bottle of red wine & roast beef & log cake just not too long ago.. hm.. nice.. kekez thx ronald! dardar chatted with him 4 awhile too. at 1st he dint luk too 'friendly' coz he haven receive da msg i sent him tt says im meeting ronald below my block to pass me da bottle of wine. well things were cleared up latta. =) 1 more minute & christmas is over.. merry christmas once again!

fab.. happy 3rd month anniversary. *smoochies*

'christmas celebrations'

2004-12-22T02:52:00.000-08:00

me jest reach home not long ago..
wow! cool man. we almost managed to gather all the giodano junior staff together for dis pre christmas celebration. ha. alot of hugs & hellos were exchanged. coz there were quite a no. of new staff ma. =)
we took quite alot of pix together. *shall upload when i learn how to ya* lolx
argh i got a lousy gift fer da exchange. =( there goes my delicious choco.. *sobz* =x
my sweet da help me queued one hour fer da choco leh.. oohh soo sweet of him..
he only told me after tt loe.. if i knew i wun bear to gift exchange it le lo. its more dan worthless lo. my temper & attitude towards him pretty bad nowadays.. guess its due to da stress from work & not enuff sleep ba. wanna apologise to him here. im sorry da. & thx fer been soo understanding at all times.
hooray! tomolo's muh off day! nono.. its called rest day. really needa rest man. hahaz. tomolo i pray da sun is shining bright bright so i can tan until golden brown! lyk fried chicken. kekez.
glad fang lyk da present i gave her.
3 more daze to our 3rd month anniversary.. *smiles*

lastly i lurve my sweets *fabian*

christmas presents~

2004-12-21T09:58:00.000-08:00

hohoho.. jest a few more days to christmas!
hee.. yest me help dada cut short his hair! ahhh! made a mess of muh toilet.
me now going off to work le..
latta after work gng to gIodano junior's xmas sorta party..
kk blog again soon!

im back! grinz

2004-12-17T13:08:00.000-08:00

hee.. fell into a really deep deep sleep =)
so im back here to continue blogging!
muh boy juz called to say my nasi lemak's on the way! *drool* kekez =p
alrite. yesterday there was suppose to haf big bosses from hong kong coming to visit da newly opened gIodano laDies.. coz we were only a few shops away so they might 'drop by' to cee also ma.. wa liao damn stress man! budden leh we were so busy until no time to worry.. muhaahz!
got 3 new staff yest. hmm. their names all so same-same 1.. got a hard time trying to diff dem.
den wendy sorta put me in-charge when she went fer her break. den hor they gimme headache man. coz da way they take da clothes ah messed up da whole pile. *argh* budden they were newbies ma. so i hafta be more understanding. hahaz. anyway they wun be here fer long i guess. hmm.. yest had a loong day.. body aching.. hungry.. poor old me har.. slogging fer work..

looking forward to x'mas! now outside lyk so sunny. budden da sun on & off de.. if not i sure go tan. oh ya. Jason passed me my xmas gift le. chim. something he got frm Genting. fer display purpose de la. still wondering if i shd get da Adidas bag..!! oh ya saw dis levi's top with lyk diamond studs in from forming a picture de v nice. wanna get tt when i get muh next pay man! saw it at lido there da Levi's counter. den the size they display was Large. im pretty sure im not a Large lo. so i ask da sales ger if she haf other sizes then she replyed w/o thinking say sold out le. den i say ok. thanks. when dada return from his toilet trip i showed him da top. he also say nice! so we decide to ask da sales ger any idea where got sell dis top. den she ask me wad size i want. i say most probably small lo. she walk to her counter & took out a bunch of it. damn! was i angry. da saw how i stare at her asking how come now haf new 1? she say customer exchange. new 1 leh. fark tt stoopik look-lyk fillipino maid la. even if i wan but i rather go other outlets man. cee her farking face i want slap her face siak. lucky i in good mood tt day. if not i sure complain her. argh*

gotta go wash up & wait fer muh nasi lemak le.
*poof*

shagged..

2004-12-17T01:00:00.000-08:00

15.12.2004 wEdnesdaY chInablaCk laDies niTe

*weet weet* hehez.. guess wad? me went chinablack yest! woah was it fun! kekez my collegues joined me at a later time coz they were late.. me went in ahead w muh boy.. by da time we went in ard 10 plus le.. coz queue was moving quite slowly too..
saw eddie in da Adidas shop juz infront of our queue.. & saw daniel too.. he walked past & waved hi..
we ordered a jug of bourbon coke.. saw edmund, lavinia & her frenz..
da dance floor was packed by then. woo~ great! betta den no peepz wait very boring =x
kat can really dance man.. woohoo~ she dance on da podium fer awhile den some fat mummies force her to climb down lo.. hahaz.. turn out tt da guy who keep having -googoo eyes at me was her bf.. oopsie! maybe i was too sensitive or maybe there was a piece of veggie stuck on muh teeth tt's y he kip luking. muahhaah! *eee*
yest got Jovi- Kat- Yan- Jeanie- belle- & me! it was really fun man! kekez =p
fabian's cousin ah yao came latta..when he came i went to accopany muh collegues coz got him to pei my boy le ma.. i was dancing near da stairs den got dis 2 guys kip luking at my direction.
my collegues had a table ma so i dance near dem. den they all disappear to da dance floor leaving me alone.. tt's when one of da guy approached me.. he walk to me & ask if he cud dance w me.. guess wad i told him? *fark off lar!* no la.. i soo sweet 1 where got soo fierce hor.. =x hahaz. no lar i told him my bf also at black den he automatically move his ass away le. hahaz..
Jeannie say she got wad curfew & went off ard 12+.. Jovi Yan & belle went off ard 1+
as fer me i stayed on till abt 2 plus.. damn.. drunk & tired.. ah yao say i dance v 'hiong' yest nite. say lyk my battery wun low batt 1. coz i kip shakin' tt booty.. lolx!
den dis another guy also kip luking at me leh.. sudd he stood up & walked towards me.. chey! alan, the guy we had training together at gIodano de. muahaz.. his fren got VIP tt's y they got seats.. o well i intro da him to muh boy & they instantly click. hahaz..

16.12.04 thUrs working daze.. =(

to be continued tmr k? too tired to type le.. needa go re-charge 1st.. sugary dreamz hunks & babes! tk care!

fish & co.

2004-12-13T00:30:00.000-08:00

*yawn* so tired even after sooo many hours of sleep...
was actually planning to go sentosa de dis morning.. budden leh the wind soo cooling i scare it might rain so decided not to go le..
woke up finally at 12.30pm.. bathe.. prepare den took bus to city hall to meet fabian..
we were both kinda hungry so we decided to eat our brunch* 1st loe..
[fish & co] was nice.. woo.. i jest lurve da passion fruit drink! i had fish & chips while fab had seafood platter for 1.. damn full~
which after tt we walked around suntec to 'digest' muahahz.. hmm saw eddie at Adidas..
den went to La senza try de bra.. lolx! *oopzie* eh not bad but da promotion needa get two which i only need 1 so in de end din get loe.. =x
den went to Topshop! one of my all-time fav g-string shop.. kekez todae got 2 more added to my collection.. i tink i needa get 1 more container liao loe.. hahaz todae i got 1 brown with white strips [the front print wrote: wanted! dead or alive] hahaz.. i lyk da color combi man~ den de other 1 is purple color with a lil lace on top.. cute!
den i saw dis cool red color tee which i pester him to try.. nice man.. so i paid fer it.. hahaz.. i insisted coz he oreadi paid fer da meal jest now.. so tt's his christmas present le loe.. ar bo also duno wad to get fer him.. the other present which i oreadi got shall be fer our 3rd month anniversary which falls on 25th december.. ^.*
den we took mrt to somerset.. actually wanted to eat haggen dazz [midnite cookie] de.. budden taka don haf.. so suay 1 leh.. when i dont wanna eat haf.. when i wanna eat den don hab.. *argh
so we try our luck at da outlet nearer to far east 1.. also bo.. sianz..
so leh we ate gourmet bak kuah instead.. wa best man.. budden damn oily loe.. tink ah i gain a few more kilos juz by todae's meal.. lolx! somemore we had 2 otahs each.. *pat tummy* haha!
we had a lil tiff jest now.. but we're ok now =)
tmr work nac full shift.. *tired*

about me

2004-12-12T00:52:00.000-08:00

work: full shift fer 3 days straight. wow. power. i needa recharge le..
guess wad? i was appointed the service star by MS aka [Mystery Shopper] woohoo~
i heard lyk its a extra service u do fer de customer. kekez =p *grinning from ear to ear*
o ya.. todae ish de grand opening of GIODANO LADIES at Paragon lvl 3. wa piang de clothes expensiver dan guess lo.. a normal spag top coz ard 80 bucks leh. siao bo.. budden we staff got 20% but im sure i wun get anything from there lo. hahaz. the shop damn classy too loe..

love: 2dae my sweet hubby got me da rOxy cap i've been aiming fer sometime.. *muackz*
damn chio loe.. mesh cap kind.. in pink & brown.. cOol!

13 more days to christmas.. still got a few more presents haven get.. hmm.. got [lifang's] [may's] [joanne's] [lifang's sista] [muh hubby fabian-in complete] [fabian's youngest bro] [jason] le..

finally its my off day! too damn tired to update my blog those days.. sorry~
duno tmr gng sentosa anot.. i tink most prob not gng le ba.. i tink will rain loe.. if not go cycling also not bad ya.. can exercise ma.. lolx! after tt go esplanade romantic awhile den go home.. muhahahaz!

hey peepz.. do leave a tag so tt i know someone's reading all de craps i'll writing if not next time i update once a month le la.. *u know who u r ya*
k la me wanna visit lala land le... *oink**oink*

-brrr- cold cold monday..

2004-12-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

*hugz myself* *shivers* its raining outside.. and its lyk raining on & off..
so nice if i cud cuddle with muh hubby rite now..
he jest went off to eze place.. coz tmr gotta book in.. kinda used to last week coz he took a week's leave.. kekez =p
hm.. todae work at NAC aka Ngee Ann City with yan.. she darn farnie lo..
had mac fer lunch *drool* den 2nd break actually planning to eat deli potato de.. but no more liao =( so ate tom yam ban mian instead.. wa also nice lo.. *drool again*
lolx!
tmr got diz new promotion coming up which ish when you spend up to $60 nett u can purchase a beanie pushie fer $5.. wa i lyk helping gIodano promote lidat siak..
the warehouse ppl so late den come den we extended 15 mins more lo.. hee.. tt means they owe me 15 mins more.. jest now juz transfered 78 bucks to dear's fren fer helping me get da miracle perfume =) his fren's gf working at airport so buy from DFS cheaper.. now my wish list less 1 le.. da miracle perfume frm Lancome smells damn damn nice~ *wink* still pondering.. on whether i shd get da Adidas green color sling bag leh.. haiz.. somemore wanna go rebond.. wanna declare bankcrupt le la! hahaz.. tmr wk morning.. den after tt wanna go PS..
ok.. tt's all fer now.. tanks fer reading~

hmm

2004-12-06T00:32:00.000-08:00

well well well.. todae kinda tired.. dada ton over last nite..
yest went to Pasir ris Escape with dada. it was his army's family day. hahaz..
den rush off to work at 2pm-6pm. lame rite? (-.-") after dat actually gng black de.. but not feeling so well so went home instead. got a bulk of $200+ at OGP.
the security guard come disturb me again. hahaz.

*harpie!* got a big mega bulk of $508 the customer very easy to serve somemore.. =)
coz now every $100 got a free travel bag.. so the customer got 5 of it. hahaz. she got 4 kids. the 13 yr old boy very independant lo. the mother told me is the boy book da tics to visit Singapore 1 lo. woah~ was i impressed. they were from malaysia. i volunteer to help carry da stuff back to her hotel as it was quite heavy. somemore my break after i finish serving dis customer. anw she change her mind & wanted to visit da unisex giodano so i lead her to lucky plaza's outlet lo.
wa piang.. the new staff best man. they ask her iron da clothes she seem so reluctant.. somehow i feel lyk they dont really lyk her lidat.. aiyo & also her attitude la.. hope she'll learn along da way ba =)
another bulk $202 kekez..
dada sent me home.. dada moving to punggol soon.. duno got chance to go his new house anot lei.. his mama lyk so strict lidat.. haiz'
tmr wking full at NAC
tink gonna sleep le.. kinda tired.. zZzz~

late blogging..

2004-12-04T02:20:00.000-08:00

jest did some changes to my blog. all tanks to JOE~ my super duper nice neighbour.
actually i did nothing lo. i jest roughly told him how i wanted my blog to look lyk & he did it fer me =) hahaz.. im a computer klutz.. everyone knows that de..

todae work 1.30-9pm at NAC Jr.. nothing special except serving this lady christine wee who bought $316.20 after a 15% VIP discount. best. no airs about her. she was friendly & nice-to-serve. she was local somemore. if every customer lyk her my life wud be very good. lolx. dream on vivien. muahahaz* anw sharren <- our 2nd big boss in-charge og Junior shops came dwn todae.. say my grooming good *blush* *luffz..*
dear fetch me after work.. =)

tmr gng to muh dear's family day at pasir ris.. im more into tanning or cycling =p
den after tt gotta work 2-6pm at Orchard Point. sIanzation.
chInablack tmr? duno.. everyone gng zOukout lei.. hahahaz..
hope ur lyk de changes made to my blog ya?
-do leave a tag okie dokie? lurve ya all~

shoppaholic~

2004-12-02T01:47:00.000-08:00

kekez i went shopping again. with muh bestest sista eva. -> lifang =)
todae spend alot lorx. and its really ALOT man.
withdraw 3 times from da ATM machine.
1st time 40 bucks. 2nd time 110 bucks. 3rd time 40 bucks.
bought a sandals fer myself.. at far east 18 bucks..
bought dada's project shop pants abt 80 bucks.
bought a lil small thingy fer jason coz da thingy reminded me of him.
bought joanne's & may's xmas presents le..
bought dada's xmas present too..
left fang's present haven get yet.. coz was shopping with her ma.. lolx.. but got an idea of wad to get fer her le.. *wink*
ate claypot chicken at da kopitiam for breakfast lunch & dinner.. budden leh went to toilet twice den all gone le.. *diaoz* muhahahaz~
i miss my dada~ tmr ish his driving test le.. soo excited fer him.. i folded a lil box of stars fer him fer good luck =) gonna gib it to him b4 his test starts.. fold until my finger abit da pain..
tmr gotta work.. sianzation!
i tink dada will lyk da thingy i got him fer xmas.. kekez i tink i cant wait to gib to him lo..
needa save up le.. spend somemore den hafta eat bread everyday liaoz.. hahaz..
gotta turn in now.. ceeya in dreamland~

addicted to shoppin'

2004-12-01T10:48:00.000-08:00

kekez spend quite an amount yest when shoppin' outta.
da feelin ish nice thou.. lolx very long neva really shop le ma.. =x
bought 2 bras~ oopsie! *wink wink*
some dollin' up stuff from esprit coz muh fren werking dere got 50% off..
a bright yellow linen pants from bugis..
spend da whole day with fabian my dada..
bought pizza & spicy chicken @ carrefour den ate at the fountain of wealth dere.. saw those ppl walking in rounds ard da water thingy i find it kinda silly.. lucky i neva tried tt.. hahaz..
miss muh sistas.. jo dropped by my shop with her boy boy to say hi da day b4..
da sun ish soo hot now~ hehez.. maybe gng tan tan!
latta gonna go get presents fer christmas le~ hehez..
tink tonite not gng black coz dada cant go.. tmr his driving test.. im sure he'll pass de la.. =)
latta tink shd be meeting fang to do da shopping..
took MC todae..
as for now.. gotta go wash up muh clothes..
24 more days to christmas! woohoo~
ciao~
vivien.flutters.off

to be continued.. =p

2004-11-27T00:50:00.000-08:00

23 november 2004
dad borrowed 500 bucks from me.. *argh so now damn broke le lorx..
5 more daze to pay day.. haiz..
eat stingray with dada at jurong dere.. damn full..

24 november 2004
went out with muh ger palz: lifang & joanne =)
went shopping~ den ktv at choa chu kang.. jo went home earlier.. den may joined us @ abt 1 plus.. the 'waiter' dere kip asking us to take picture.. say very long no 'mei nu' take le.. lolx.. bluff 1.. only want us to spend da $.. muhahaz..
really had fun with you gers.. will be luking forward to more of such gatherings okie?
was upset with da over some matter which i prefer not to disclose.. had a huge fight over it.. but lyk i say i can forgive.. but i cannot forget.. lie to me 1 more time & tt's it.

25 november 2004
werk at paragon till late. damn busy. big boss came. set da stoopik rule tt now we cant wear unisex tops anymore. gave us 3 tops fer uniform which we r required to wear till christmas. argh! 2 pink 1 melon color. eee. *puke* soo kiddy loh. OMG. if my frenz c me in dat i sure faint man. lolx. but leh no choice. haiz.

26 november 2004
work 1400-2100hrs at NAC jr todae.. working with carol todae.. quite relak lo todae.. somemore sales not bad =) kekez. got diz couple with 4 kids-all boys very frenly. hahaz. the papa ask me how old i am. say his elder son 4 yrs my senior. lyk wanna match-make lidat. damn farnie lo. dada bought me a nice bouquet of blue roses.. 6 lil blue roses.. kekez.. soo sweet.. ate yoshinoya before heading home.. nowadays tummy not feeling so well.. =(
tmr maybe heading dwn chinablack.. its raining outside now.. so nice if i can grab my dada now to snuggle together.. kekez

-drunken-

2004-11-23T02:01:00.000-08:00

171104 wednesday chInablack laDies niTe
went chInablack after werk. queue was quite long. by da time we got insiDe it was about 10 plus oreadi.. hMm.. it was kinda crowded.. dada went to the gents so I waited fer him @ de bar. ordered a jug to drink. eDdie & his frenz spotted me and said hi.. he came over & ask why im alone. HahAz.. I dink nExt tIme dada die die also don’t wanna go toiLet le. coz everytiMe he go away den got ppl approach me. lolx. well music was nice tt day. =) diNk before 2300 got ppl on de dance floor le. but duno why tIme seems to pass quite slow lei.. we dance dance dance den I thirsty so went to drink again. ordered a glass of volkalime. dRink oreadi more thirsty. diao. hAhaz. cOntinue dance all de way.. den 1 plus ordered another volkalime. dInk I cannot drink tt. I dink I must haf luk damn horrible loe. Lolx. well, we left aroUnd 2 plus.. I damn hUngry coz breakfast onLy eat kuah lapis, lunch eat 2 breaktalk bread den dinner nothing. so went 7-11 buy sandwich eat. and a can of cold miLo. *yummy. dada send me home after tt. super headache man. laid on de sofa lyk a dead fish once I got home. dInt even change oUt of muh clothes. Oops. wanna tankew dada coz he took such good care of muh when so drunkie. Kekez =x he himself also so tired still hafta take care of me. aiyo. felt soo badz siak. he even woke me up 2 times to feed me water to clear away da liquor. I woke up in da middle of da niTe & saw dada lying next to me. but. he was sitting on da floor instead. faster ask hiM to rest coz he still hafta go back camp early in da morning lo. In de end we snuggled together on de sofa & fell asleep soundly. both of us. soo nice da feeling. kekez.
181104 thUrsday off daY~ *hooray*
finally its muh off day. I lyk becoming workahoLic le.. everyday werk werk werk.. sIanzation. cAnnot man dis kinda life. I will DIE. =p anyway I slept till late den meet fang go shopping! My fav pastiMe! bought a fox tee fer dada. brown color de. den jackson sudd msg me where am i. I say im at town loe. den he ask wanna meet anot coz he also at town. I say anything loe. anyway we dint really talk. he & his fren was walking behind us. May joined us at takashimaya. went to sit da music dance. best. but got kinda giddy. sat for a drink at mac. then we went our separate ways coz they taking mrt while im taking bus..
191104 Friday workin @ NAC
morning 11am till 2pm stoopik rite? werk 3 hours. *argh but no choice la. Actually planning to go suntan de. then leh sudd rain. kaoz. I brought all muh stuff lo. more fucked up coz kanna put aeroplane. in de end rebonding also neva go. haiz. manager last min told me I haf training from 3.30-5pm at office. Ahhhh! more sianz. =p hahahz.. so went fer da training loe. Took cab with 2 of muh collegues to PS. den I roam around till dada reach. Ask him if he wanna watch ‘shutter’ he said okay so I went ahead & bought da tix 1st. we wanted to eat fish & co. @ de Glass house de.. budden a lot of ppl queueing & I damn hungry le so we headed back to Ps & went to eat pasta mania instead. hMm the show was kinda scary coz of de sound effects. dada send me home after tt..
201104 sAturday blur sOtong-
thot I werk full shift which is from 1030 to 2130. actually I start werk at 1pm. diaoz. woke up so early fer nothing. hahaz. Todae’s dada mommy’s birthday. She ask me to join dem fer lunch lehx! soo harpie siak. kekez. =x den since I still got a few hours to kill I went shopping again. hahaz. went to wisma’s topshop to cee if got anything nice to get dada.. nothing catches my eye leh. So walked to far east. dis coming thurs is our 2nd month anniversary le wor.. time really flies ya.. hm wanted to get something really special fer him. In de end I got dis spooky cig box fer him. kinda kiddy but cooL lo. hahaz..
211104 sUnday
werk at paragon. 1st time close shop at 9.30 sharp. lolx. went to eat roti prata @ bt timah with dada..
221104 mOnday bLues~
todae got a new staff. Her name’s taryn I dink. hmm todae run to & fro taka & paragon duno how many times to get stock. budden also good la exercise ma. muhahaz. had da nasi lemak from lucky plaza + red bull fer lunch.
[241104] aiSyah’s birtHday~ cum harmony childcare graduation -rehearsal
today tried on da black Man U jersey. damn cOoL. dUno wanna get whicH 1 leh. aiming fer green samba adidas sling bag. Nice! 2molo work 2-6 at paragon. Actually ah few days ago I dink I wrote much more longer dan dis. budden stoopik comp sudd close down b4 I cud save. nearly wanna smash tt computer siak. okay. I dink tt’s pretty long le ya?
Vivien signed out

(^ (oo) ^) )~ oink oink

2004-11-17T02:32:00.000-08:00

[13.11.04] red alert.. muhahaz!
[14.11.04] damn bad headache at werk.. almost wanted to throw up a few times.. =( fang came to luk fer me at paragon.. bought me 2 cheese sticks *crunch crunch* soo sweet of her =p dada ton at muh house..
[15.11.04] werk at OGP full shift. damn. damn. sianz. ijest hate werking dere siak.. boring!
dada came ard 9+ near where i werk.. keke.. hehe guess wad he bought fer me? daime chocolates! *pat tummy* oops.. =x must control my diet liaoz.. lolx~
[16.11.04] dint went fer my basic theory test todae.. coz my request was rejected.. *argh* guess gotta go re-book again.. sianz.. 2dae's sales quite good.. got a bulk of $500+ *hops around* lolx.
2dae after werk meet dada. walked around.. went to taka, hmv den cineleisure.. dada bought a cute cute button-lyk earing fer me =p kekez.. owaes spoils me de leh. den we went to book da tix 1st.. me wanna get tt jersey leh.. maybe.. kekez dada say i luk quite cute in tt Man U red jersey.. budden damn ex leh.. hm *consider consider* den went to makan kfc.. waited 10 mins fer da stoopik burger siak.. coz da person forgot abt our order.. argh* coz we were kinda running late fer da moobie le.. guess wad? the stoopid ger gave us the wrong tix.. the tix was fer da show 'forgotten'.. ya la i was tinking 'taxi' no ppl cee meh.. somemore got couple seats at de back siak.. *argh* was so damn damn pissed off i stomped right to the counter & shouted to da gal 'excuse me 'u gave us d wrong tix' coz we were actually considering the time of the show bcoz da wanna send me to da bus stop & making sure he still got transport lo.. i ask her can refund she say cannot.. den only left front 2 rows lorx.. ahhh!! wanna strangle tt ger siak.. somemore ask me if i wanna jest watch the 'forgotten' sia.. lucky she haf no name on her name tag. if not im gonna complain her man! neck nearly cramp due to sitting so front and so inside.. hm.. anyway luking forward to muh off day on thursday.. it seems lyk im werkin werking werkin.. life's getting boring.. maybe going chinablack tmr.. seems soo long i last club le..
[Christmas Wish List]
*da jersey.. hm red or white ne?
*miracle perfume
*i lyk tt white boots from Miss Sixty but i don need tt. hahaz.
*n7610 get tiz fer me i marry you. muhahaz. jest kidding ah. =x wait my dada kill u i duno.
*levi's da diamond stud jeans. cOoL.
nowadays me & dada lyk owaes quarrel over lil tings.. but everythings fine le =)
tinking duno wanna go rebond muh hair anot leh.. thursday wanna go 're-new' my tan. losing muh tan le!! =x
woah. 2.31 am le.. tmr werk full shift. dead. zZzz.

everyday's valentine's day with d one you truely lurve fabian-i found you.

2004-11-12T01:24:00.000-08:00

well.. seems lyk a long time since i last updated ya? hm.. sometimes i really lyk my job.. but sometimes it jest takes up too much of muh personal time.. *sigh*
[09.11.04] watch shark tale at cineleisure with da.. ate at da cine cafe.. not bad leh da food.. hmm the show was nice.. i gib 3 outta 5 =p kinda touchin' towards de end too~
[10.11.04] i went ta relief at Orchard Point yest.. full shift.. nearly died of boredom.. muhahaz.. but the auntie & security's dere were fun! lolx.. i bypass the security to go to the ladies den when i came out he pointed to his tummy n said.. this not nice. yourz is nice. hahahaz. den i stick muh tongue out at him. after werk actually was planning to go black 1.. but ah cee the crowd i change muh mind.. too lazy to queue le..
[11.11.04] todae's my off dae cum deepavali.. woke up ard 1.30pm.. kekez sooo nice to zZzz late.. our plan toda was actualli to go cycling at east coast den go Lavendar the 'army market' den haf dinner-steamboat at marina.. by the time i got ready. it started raining soo heavily.. so i stayed home till the rain stop.. took de LRT to cck den changed to jurong east.. meet dada at the last cabin.. the keep staring at the guy standing behind me coz he say he kip luking at mie.. hahahaz~ saw a secondary skool fren.. malay guy.. duno his name.. we alighted at lavender.. den walk to the market.. bought a very cute brown-in-color vitasoy lighter fer da.. =p not alot of tings to cee lei.. so we ate a bit den went to bugis as its still early.. dada wanted to get some new tops & bottoms.. hurt my finger jest now.. by the fitting room door.. *ouch-pain pain* =*z
de we walked to suntec.. saw belle at gIodano junior.. flashing her ever-ready smile =)
oOoo ya.. we went to the fountain of wealth where i made a delication to my dar.. we sat dere fer awhile enjoying the lazer shows.. lyk de atmosphere.. soo nice.. kekez =p
next stop was galare cafe *drOoL* ice-cream!! my favourite~ well tt was our dinner.. hahaz.. we ordered cookie craze + chocolate temptation both soo choco-dy!!
den dar sent me home.. which he owaez never failz to do so.. *muackz*

i'm falling soo deeply in love for this silly guy. more each day.

To: my dear fabian. well the message was simple. i lurve every moment spend together with ya. hope it's been the same fer ya. do pardon me if sometimes my temper goes haywire. bleahz. jest wanna say i miss ya when ya not around.
From: ya dar vivien.

compliments.. r always nice to the ears..

2004-11-09T00:30:00.000-08:00

kekez that time my collegue say my figure not bad.. *blush*
den todae she say im quite a fast learner.. coz she sorta heard it from my manager.. coz usually they only teach new staff cashier-ing during the 3rd week.. while i learn during the 1st week.. den i ask why so fast teach me cashier-ing le.. she said i learn all the basic things i need to learn le ma.. diaoz -.-^
wasnt able to contact -him- for 9 hrs!! damn worrying man.. tiz lazy pig sleep all the way from 3pm-12am. best siak him.. duno how many miss calls he got from me.. *argh* *strangles him* bad bad fabian.. =p
todae werk at NAC.. full shift..
2molo werk 2-6pm at paragon.. ish tt a good time? hahaz.. coz my collegue will say shiok lo.. come late leave early.. but i tink the time sux man.. wanna go tan also not enuff time [provided not raining la..]
me wanna go cee -shark tale!-
me needa go on diet le.. lolx..
me go bathe le.. ta da~

had a nice day with my hubby wink

2004-11-07T00:55:00.000-08:00

todae shift 1030am-1430pm kinda stupid hor da time.. but also good lar.. coz after tt can go shOpping!~ my favourite pastime.. kekez
anyway the MAIN topic shd be.. i met his mom le! lolx.. & his 2 brothers.. joewi & marshall. cool name har? marshall is de younger 1.. in K2 this yr.. now his front teeth no more.. hee.. he's quite cute.. kip smiling at me.. his mom luk kinda fierce.. but still okay lo.. went to IMM to cee furniture fer muh hubby's new home..
todae shall be a short one.. very tired.. *kekez* =x

soo sweetz neh~

2004-11-03T01:45:00.000-08:00

dearie bought me a lil rosie on [31.10.04]
[01.11.04] actually was suppose to work till 7pm.. i reach dere my shift i/c ask how my voice.. i say gettin' worse lo.. muhahaz.. so she say cee if latta got enuff staff she let me go.. but muz take mc la.. carol came to relief at 11 plus.. so i went to take 190 to cck polyclinic to cee doctor lorx.. wait & wait & wait.. kaoz no peepz still hafta wait so long siak.. lucky got my hp pei me.. coz the day b4 my hp got some errors due to changing batt with dear lo.. so at least not-so-bored. tink the whole process took abt an hr plus.. zZzz.. den went home to rest awhile coz meeting fang & may at town.. slack & bathe by the time reach there ard 4 plus 5 le i tink.. fang go rebond her hair.. er.. kinda flat.. abit wierd when i 1st cee her.. went to raffles city esprit to get eyeshadow fer work lo.. coz dollin' up is compulsory. *luffz* den went to visit muh ex collegues but all go relief le.. hahaz.. so i brought dem go gIodano junior to show dem the halter top i wanna buy.. fang bought the pink 1.. now i duno i wanna get anot.. *diaoz~*
walk citylink.. went to VNC try shoes.. saw a pink 1 quite nicey.. den went to SIX those big green round earings caught muh eyes.. still deciding whether to get dem anot.. i damn many earings le lorx.. *oopsie* oh ya.. my basic theory test on 16.11.04.. must remember to stardee man.. wanna quickly pass~
we shop shop shop to suntec.. *stomach rumbling* may dont let me eat fastfood coz i voiceless le.. insist on gng the basement de foodcourt.. =p i eat ban mian.. not really tt nice.. dear suddenly call me say he at suntec.. he bought the strawberry chocos fer me.. *drOoL* ate 2.. not really fresh leh cee the color like reddish brown lidat.. anw eat le stomachache.. diao~ so shd be the strawberries fault.. fang going to meet des.. so may accompany her lo.. n she say dont wanna be 'lightbulb'.. da send me to bus stop..
[02.11.04] nua until 12 plus 1.. best! coz dint really sleep well the nite b4.. woke up to visit de toilet once or twice siak.. msg da @ 4am he shocked.. hahaz..
hee! todae juz uploaded muh pic -the 1 holding de flower he got fer me de.. luk so kawaii siak.. coz in tt gIo juNior poLo tee.. *muhahahz* rot at home until 6pm den meet may go jurong point to fix muh hp.. may's soo sweet~ she got me a bottle of honey water.. she also got 1 fer fang in case she 'complain' lolx! went to nokia care to fix muh hp. waited a while & lucky only needa restore factory settings.. if all data gone i sure go crazy siak.. but still hafta do some amendments coz it went back to its original condition whereby the profile & stuff is changed back.. *argh* ate long john silver den fang went off to meet her bf le.. da bought me the sandals i wanted from VNC.. haiz he ah.. haven get pay still spend so much on me..

may wanna get something fer her frenz bday so went to luk ard lo.. after that she went to meet her 'rong chang' or wadever d name. leaving me & da.. went to polar buy 6 sugar roll fer breakfast fer muh family la.. u tink i piG meh? if i eat all de six i really needa get some real exercise le.. lolx.. den went to supermarket gaigai.. duno why i like to shop at supermarket soo much also.. muhahaz.. crazy horx? we den go buy milk tea from mos burger.. da saw his frenz from PTI course 1.. chatted awhile den we went off le.. da send me home..

wa.. few dayz dint blog now write super duper looong siak.. kekez =x

tmr work 5-9 at OGP sux rite the time? haiz.. sianzation man!

harpie halloween~

2004-10-31T00:31:00.000-07:00

22.10.04 [fridae] went to watch ladder 49 with muh da da.. super nice show!

now ish 30.10.04 2357pm
yest went chinablack with muh hubby.. got halloween party.. saw lavina when queueing outside.. coz at 1st duno wanna go anot.. went to check out the crowd den the queue wasnt long so we went in lorx.. wa.. got a shock man.. once u exit the lift right? the graveyard was right infront lor.. den got the chinese altar.. still got candle somemore.. *diaoz* quite dark.. den gotta enter the passage along the way like last time when still young go genting haunted house lidat siak.. lolx!

lavinia's fren edmund was one of the ppl dressing up to scare ppl.. but he dont luk scary at all loh.. hahaz.. wherelse his fren who wanted to scare me got scared by muh screaming instead..

the ambience at de attic and below da dance floor lucky not de same man.. if not i sure faint! muhahaz.. the music sux man! only until bt 2 plus den the music ish R&B..

we went off quite early.. abt 3am i reach bt panjang le.. lavinia went back together with us coz her fren edmund not driving.. we alighted at de 1st bus stop after highway ma.. bid goodbye to her den da say wanna piggy-back mie home.. *dint wait any longer to pounch on poor fabian* kekez =p dear ton at muh place last nite.. we slp until abt 1030am tiz morning den rush to chinatown to relief.. damn hungry man.. bought mac french fries to munch on da way.. todae shift sux lo.. 1-6pm

went home.. play play-station with dada.. bomberman lehx.. hahaz.. *faints*

*not very happy tt some not-certified bitch accused me of asking muh boy not to approve de testi she wrote which i dint. fuck*

2004-10-28T00:31:00.000-07:00

tmr workin full shiFt @ n9ee aNn cIty.. h0pe wUn be verY borIng..
todae got 1 bIg buLk - $412.. *haRpiE*
dunO wanNa bUy de neW haLter daT jeSt arriVeD yeSt anOtz lehx..
jEst noW dUrin' 2nd breAk ex coLLe9ue eRic come fInd me chiT cHat.. he goiN9 hongk0nG todae le daMn shi0k~
dInt go chInabLack todaE.. mUh sIsTa jeSt mSg me saY quiTe bOr-leng.. umm..
hAd naSi lemAk fer luNch @ 1.30 den dInner ate mAc at 9 plus..
neaRly late fEr wOrk todAe coz dada takiNg his owN sweEt tiMe tO 'make-up' laR! lolx~
yeSt wEnt juRong derE eAt stiN9raY, kaNgk0ng & egg.. *drOoLz* dEn weNt jUronG pOint walk awhiLe b4 heAdinG h0me..
h0pe mUh sIsta ^lifan9^ isH feEling beTta witH de raShes thIn9y..
mY pay fiNally ouT~ daMn br0ke le.. =p
iTs raIning nOw.. so nicE to slEep.. zZzz...
*knOckeD-ouT*

fabIan + vIvien

2004-10-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

todae's our offical 1st month anniversary.. he got me a coupLe toothbrush in bLue & pInk from hOuse of cOndOmz~ lolx! =x i got hIm de corduroy pants frOm gIodaNo coz he been wanting tt fer some time & i duno waD to get hIm le.. at leaSt fer a goOd cause ma.. kekez =p
well some fuCking bItch spoiLed my day but im jest gonna let it paSs this tiMe rounD. jeSt like stOmping on some irritating antz trying to crawl all over ya. lolx. wrote her a short & sweet message to 'tell' her she shOuld stop calling ppl's boyfriend names like sweets & stuff *pui* dont make me puke man!
jest wanna complain.. thanks fer reading anyway! =x

da~ i lurve de toothbrush! kekez..

zOuk?! duH~

2004-10-21T23:07:00.000-07:00

well yesterdaY went to zOuk with fabIan & his frEnz.. laDies nite.. argh* i wasnt really enjoying myself until the last part lorz.. coz my poor feet kip kanna stepped on like a hundred times lor!! ahh!! the best part ah.. is that got 1 stoopik guy vomitted on muh feet.. a lil bit la.. but horx.. also quite er xin ritey? the toilet auntie soo kind.. ask me wad happen.. den gimme tissue to clean my leg somemore.. i wanna complain man~ somemore kana neglected.. -humpf- anyway saw a few familiar faces.. saw sebas fren, taz fren & zhongwei.. he say i more & more pretty le lehx.. LOLx~ biG fat liAr! muhahaz! the music was nice but too many ppl walking here & dere.. cant they jest dance? muz walk here & dere 1 meh? aiyoyo! coz phuture too many ppl walking to & fro so we sua to zouk's main floor for awhile.. they dance super cute lo! muhahaz! i was angry with him abt some stuff earlier on.. shall not mention.. drank a lil glass of volka lime.. den head a bit seh liaoz.. lolx.. den went back to phuture to dance till 3am..
we left ard 3am.. den took cab to newton.. in the end onli 2 guys eating.. the 2 galz dont luk friendly de.. argh* he & eze send one of the gal home coz on the way.. -jealous- but bo bian.. went home, bath, zZzz at 5am..
work at 11am.. but woke up around 9 plus so only 4 hrs sleep.. *yawn*
jest stick the pic of me & fabIan on the wall of muh bedroom.. so can cee b4 i zZzz.. *kekez* i also added the luminous stars around.. hee~ tomolo show him!

ooh man niGhtmare.. =s

2004-10-20T01:18:00.000-07:00

yest nite had a bad dream.. argh* so dint really sleep well.. todae work 2-6 damn shiok lo.. budden leh the rest of the week all OS- meaning one shift.. guess tiz week not gng clubbing le.. wait damn tired.. until sunday den off.. hee maybe gonna meet my hubby's parents.. *woohoo* im all excited.. lolx.. finally he told dem le.. kekez.. juz now after work went to buy the strawberry chocolate fer him.. coz tt time i ate his due to temptation =p den juz now i went to paragon basement got chocolates den saw tiz.. *drooL* wa.. todae nearly late fer work.. coz kip changing my top.. duno wad to match muh jeans.. hahaz.. oopsie..
juz now after work went to hmv to buy muh shoes.. 21 bucks.. quite expensive fer that pair but argh who cares.. as long as its nice! *grinz* den went to eat thai express.. woah damn hot lo.. eat until we both sweating.. hahaz.. den we cross over to taka eat haagan dazz ice cream-our fav midnite cookies~ *drOol again* after tt we ate our desert- strawberry chocolate! yummy!
den we take 190 go home.. buy fries from de kopitiam at blk 259 munch on da way home.. while tying i ate da seaweed da da bought a few days ago.. jest hang up with da.. he staying over at his frenz place.. duno who.. he betta behave himself or im gonna spank his ass. ya hear tt? hehez.
5 more daze to our 1st month.. *headache* duno wad to get him siak.. hope we wud last.. =) *wink*
vivien + fabian = LuRve

went ktv-ing with muh ex collegues..

2004-10-16T01:20:00.000-07:00

yest was damn tired.. da da ton over at my place.. we slept quite late.. den he sleep muh bed i sleep on my mum's.. hug my bolster until so shiok.. hahaz.. me leh sleep on de tiny pillow. *sob* lolx~ woke up due to de long alarm from my hp.. 5.15am aww* went to snuggle beside my dear fer awhile b4 my de other alarm woke both of us up. he went to wash up me continue zZzz-ing lo.. kekez =p open da door fer him den went back to my own bed to sleep.. *miss my bed*
around 12pm daniel called me ask me what time meet.. he apologise coz he dint know i still in lala land.. hahaz *stretch* *yawn* walk dwnstairs to cee newspaper got wad show on.. elaine msg ask meet what time & where.. y i like become organizer le har? *doink* i say meet 2.30 at cineleisure coz the shows all start around 3+ den muz buy tickets ma.. 2pm daniel call me ask where i am.. at home eat corn flakes. *luffz* who ask him reach so early.. in de end me elaine and E.T late.. hahaz.. at least im not de lastest ma.. *bleahz* =p they cudnt decide what to watch.. so i suggest gng k box.. elaine & dan say duno how to sing.. argh* i say dont care ah muz sing! got package 3-4 person $28++ titbits $10 in the end everything abt $58+ so we spilt the cost lo.. it was kinda fun gathering once in a while.. we all sing until no voice le.. muhahaz~ onli dan dint really sing.. hm.. i pester him to get the bizcult chocos he got fer me last time.. kekez.. *yummy* after tt we went our separted ways le.. oh ya tt day raymond from topshop msg me.. say wad tt time 'due to certain tings we've to break up.. blah blah.. wad its a pity he cant b wif me.. hahaz now tell me tiz fer wad.. so long ago le..
sianz tmr needa work.. duno wan go black anot.. seems soo long since i last went le.. sudd like no mood le leh.. paragon outside the vespa damn chio man.. kekez.. esp the pink one with cubes.. kawaii neh~
da da say my new green off-shoulder top nice nice leh *blush* juz now went far east saw a skirt.. but tt ger go buy le.. ahh~ but leh the auntie say can sew another 1 fer me *hooray!* but can onli go back on monday to try.. coz sat & sun full shift worx..
*go chat with my da da le..

.: *sugarcoatedprincess* :.

lalala

9 august 08

hongkong June 07

ooo.. im back!

The beginning of a nu' day.

for every action.. there is a reaction..

R A N T

a story that touched my heart - a story from the husband

9 jun 06

on the same day.

the fateful day 27-05-06 saturday

Giordano's Dinner & Dance *Retro

n a v a l p i e r c i n g

i need a hug so badly rite now..

no strings attached-

blog..

My Story

christmas 2005

lil' update abt me

malaysia~

ffrreeeezzzing *brrr*

the 1st day of December

dblo

dblo

y is it wrong to live the way i want?

late nitez got high got drunk

Sometimes life was a bitch. Like now.

i aint happy; not anymore

throat feelin' sore

ok.. i know its been a loong time since i last blogged.. =p

club momo

The Gang

blog blog

short blog

momo vs black

ohhh lala

happy 9th months dearie

The Article That Caught My Attention

b.a.k.e.d

sentosa islander card =p

yummylicious~

workaholic.. *sigh*

(*.*)

workaholic.. haiz

moobies~

STRESSED-OUT!

a lil bit not feelin' so well

so damn tired..

^^

fun fun fun~

sentosa~ here i come!!

Curlies^^

shoppaholic~ MANGO!

yip[ee] yipee yeah~

wanna go sun tanning!

nUmb-ed

swissotel merchant court

bangkok trip 04.03.05-06.03.05

time really flies..

Happy Valentine's Day

-UK FAIR-

whoo~

*-* honeymoon *-*

3 more days to our 4th month anniversary~

-eAsT c0aSt paRk-

oOo surprise! oOo

our special day

a brand new year for me

rebonded muh hair~

golden tanned me

'christmas celebrations'

christmas presents~

im back! *grinz*

shagged..

fish & co.

about me

-brrr- cold cold monday..

hmm

late blogging..

.: sugarcoatedprincess :.

ffrreeeezzzing brrr

workaholic.. sigh

(.)

- honeymoon -

im back! grinz

everyday's valentine's day with d one you truely lurve fabian-i found you.

had a nice day with my hubby wink